I’ve been working for seven days straight with three more days to go and while I’m grateful for the income(heaven knows I need it), I’ve also been feeling a little resentful of the fact that I quite literally cannot afford to stay(safe) at home. When they said classes for this week were canceled and we could stay at home all I could think was, ‘I hope my boss allows me to work every day until they allow us to go back into the college’.
I wish I didn’t have to work this much, but I remember how difficult being jobless was and I’m grateful….and sad. So I was trying to find a bright spot in my day and I found it when I purchased the melon Melona. I ate it while listening to ‘You’re gonna be ok’ by Brian & Jenn Johnson. It didn’t fix my problem, but it put a little light in my day and so I’ll be a little grateful and a little sad…while wondering if 20 minutes is enough time to eat another Melona bar without feeling guilty(it’s so good y’all!).
It’s just the correct time, believe me.
I’m sorry you’re going through this situation. When you’ve been jobless and then you’re not you realize how good it is to have a job and then receive the income, but… hey, you also need to have rest and take a breath. I hope you find the balance.
*sends hugs*
As always, if or whenever you need a pick-me-up, just head in over to my fan wall and you will always be able to find a little (or a lot 😏😏) of Bunny Boy (i.e. Xiao Zhan) posts that I hope can and will cheer you up!! 😘😘😘
Somehow there were onions being cut while i was listening to this. So I had to post it to a friend of mine who is fighting a particularly nasty cancer. She is facing cuts to her treatment due to the virus pandemic.
So this song was perfect. Thank you for sharing it and being vulnerable @rueffie – these are scary days for all of us. But we can be strong together okay?
Sending many hugs and all the extra strength I have to give.
rue
March 18, 2020 at 2:35 PM
Music March Day 18
I’ve been working for seven days straight with three more days to go and while I’m grateful for the income(heaven knows I need it), I’ve also been feeling a little resentful of the fact that I quite literally cannot afford to stay(safe) at home. When they said classes for this week were canceled and we could stay at home all I could think was, ‘I hope my boss allows me to work every day until they allow us to go back into the college’.
I wish I didn’t have to work this much, but I remember how difficult being jobless was and I’m grateful….and sad. So I was trying to find a bright spot in my day and I found it when I purchased the melon Melona. I ate it while listening to ‘You’re gonna be ok’ by Brian & Jenn Johnson. It didn’t fix my problem, but it put a little light in my day and so I’ll be a little grateful and a little sad…while wondering if 20 minutes is enough time to eat another Melona bar without feeling guilty(it’s so good y’all!).
rue
March 18, 2020 at 2:39 PM
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Eazal
March 18, 2020 at 2:49 PM
It’s just the correct time, believe me.
I’m sorry you’re going through this situation. When you’ve been jobless and then you’re not you realize how good it is to have a job and then receive the income, but… hey, you also need to have rest and take a breath. I hope you find the balance.
*sends hugs*
rue
March 18, 2020 at 3:13 PM
Thanx 🙂
Bebe | Nessa❣️
March 18, 2020 at 2:50 PM
♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
You’re going to be okay, @rueffie ~!! 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻
Bebe | Nessa❣️
March 18, 2020 at 2:53 PM
As always, if or whenever you need a pick-me-up, just head in over to my fan wall and you will always be able to find a little (or a lot 😏😏) of Bunny Boy (i.e. Xiao Zhan) posts that I hope can and will cheer you up!! 😘😘😘
rue
March 18, 2020 at 3:12 PM
I do and it does work 🤭.
Bebe | Nessa❣️
March 18, 2020 at 3:13 PM
😏😏😏♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
Ayan
March 18, 2020 at 3:52 PM
Thank you rue!!! Let’s take it one day at a time, we are all going to be alright! Take care of yourself 🤗💛🧡💜
rue
March 18, 2020 at 4:43 PM
You too Ayan 🙂
stpauligurl
March 18, 2020 at 8:20 PM
Somehow there were onions being cut while i was listening to this. So I had to post it to a friend of mine who is fighting a particularly nasty cancer. She is facing cuts to her treatment due to the virus pandemic.
So this song was perfect. Thank you for sharing it and being vulnerable @rueffie – these are scary days for all of us. But we can be strong together okay?
Sending many hugs and all the extra strength I have to give.
rue
March 18, 2020 at 8:38 PM
Those darn onions!🤭
I’m sorry your friend is going through a difficult time. Hugs to you both 🙂
stpauligurl
March 18, 2020 at 9:11 PM
Thank you – I shared this wonderful song with her on FB. It really is incredible and I may have to listen to it myself at least once a day…
stpauligurl
March 18, 2020 at 9:12 PM
And thanks for the hugs in this social distancing era