We seldom ever talked
But you were always trying
I was filled with hate and resentment
Because Dad, you were seldom ever right
But now you’ve passed away
I feel as if my heart has caved
I don’t know how to feel
Because you were never completely bad
And you did love me, just as I loved you
But then you died in my arms
It was just a matter of seconds
I feel so incomplete
I feel so ashamed of myself
I wish I were a better person
I wish I’d made more of an effort
I feel like the world’s biggest jackass
If I could rewind time
We could go back to the happy days
Where you were telling me weird stories
And I loved you more than anything else
Sending you warm, squeezy hugs. And please, be gentle with yourself – I’m obviously no authority on the situation, but I think your Dad would want you to forgive yourself. ♡
zgs1994
February 5, 2019 at 7:32 AM
We seldom ever talked
But you were always trying
I was filled with hate and resentment
Because Dad, you were seldom ever right
But now you’ve passed away
I feel as if my heart has caved
I don’t know how to feel
Because you were never completely bad
And you did love me, just as I loved you
But then you died in my arms
It was just a matter of seconds
I feel so incomplete
I feel so ashamed of myself
I wish I were a better person
I wish I’d made more of an effort
I feel like the world’s biggest jackass
If I could rewind time
We could go back to the happy days
Where you were telling me weird stories
And I loved you more than anything else
Love,
February
another woodalchi nicole recruit
February 5, 2019 at 7:55 AM
oh the biggest, tightest, warmest hugs to you. <3 <3 <3
Waadmay
February 5, 2019 at 8:29 AM
*Hugs* and more *Hugs*
oppafangirl
February 5, 2019 at 9:00 AM
Hugs and more tighter hugs!!
bam 🐢🐌💖~
February 5, 2019 at 9:48 AM
Sending you warm, squeezy hugs. And please, be gentle with yourself – I’m obviously no authority on the situation, but I think your Dad would want you to forgive yourself. ♡
RaOnAh loves Jay B 💚
February 5, 2019 at 2:32 PM
*so many hugs to you*