For a variety of reasons food became an enemy. I didn’t know what I could eat, and I didn’t want to eat. So, I pretty much didn’t. For months. A lot of months. Even when given the task of adding a new food to my diet, I couldn’t muster any enthusiasm, and instead would find reasons to put it off, or to reject it altogether. The smell was nauseating, it tasted bad, it didn’t taste at all, or I was just plain afraid it was too closely related to an already identified “bad” food. Food, that binder of family, tradition, and comfort, was now only a source of anxiety, stress, and fear.
So, for a long time I wasn’t interested in eating anything, and I listlessly figured that this might be my new normal.
But then Strong Woman Do Bong Soon’s Min Hyuk found himself in the hospital recuperating from a knife wound and surrounded by Bong Soon’s noisy family. It was not Min Hyuk that caught my attention though, and it also wasn’t Bong Soon and her family. By this episode the drama was beginning to lose my interest, and I was watching out of habit, but then someone brought out a giant metal bowl of…..I leaned forward.
What is that? I thought.
There was rice, there were vegetables, there was a sauce, some kind of oil. When hands reached in and started to mix it all together, I had another thought. That looks good.
That looks good
For the first time, in a very long time, I wanted to eat, and I wanted to eat that giant bowl of bibimbap.
It took a while before I could actually eat a bowl that resembled what I saw on screen. One ingredient at a time I worked my way towards finding which I could use, and what might have to stay out of my bowl. Gochujang was a revelation that rocked my taste buds and opened a new food world. A fried egg on rice? Yes, please. And the different Korean side dishes? Oh my gosh, where have they been all my life?
Korean drama gave me food back. It might not be the food of my childhood, and it might not be the food that others around me want to eat, but it brought back hunger, taste, and satisfaction. Most of all, that simple bowl of bibimbap pushed away the fear, and it gave me new foods to love.
Me: I’ve been sticking to a healthy, balanced diet for a few weeks and I feel GREAT.
Also me: I must have bibimbap even though I’ve already had my lunch. Thanks, egads!
Ooh, I could buy the bibimbap now but eat it for dinner! That could work…
This is so relatable, egads!
I don’t really have an appetite anymore so I mainly drink protein shakes and force myself to eat something big once a day. However, people in dramas always make bibimbap, kimbap, and ddeokbokki look SO delicious, my tummy even grumbles in anticipation. I always take advantage of these cravings and go try and prepare something at least similar!
I’m really, really happy to hear you have new types of food to love, and that your body likes them, too! That is such a wonderful feeling <3
A food post!!! I just got a new Korean cookbook from my sister for Christmas. It’s Maangchi’s Real Korean Cooking. I’ve only made one thing from it, but everything looks so good. I would totally recommend it!
Awww @egads!! *hug* have you watched Weightlifting Fairy Kim Buk Joo? I’m not fond of eating meat but watching that show made me crave for grilled meat!
Oh how awesome! The best feeling is wanting to eat something and then enjoying it without making you feel sick! Dramas always make food look especially delicious, but my taste buds and stomach are not what they used to be, so I just enjoy it with my eyes, hehe. But rice, rice is good!
lovelovelove!!!!!! food is love and this is just GREAT! i actually thought the food in that scene looked amazing, too, at the time lol. AND NOW ITS WHAT I WANT! you’ve started a mini-revolution against today’s packed lunches, methinks 😉
egads aka Dame Maggie
February 13, 2019 at 5:29 PM
For a variety of reasons food became an enemy. I didn’t know what I could eat, and I didn’t want to eat. So, I pretty much didn’t. For months. A lot of months. Even when given the task of adding a new food to my diet, I couldn’t muster any enthusiasm, and instead would find reasons to put it off, or to reject it altogether. The smell was nauseating, it tasted bad, it didn’t taste at all, or I was just plain afraid it was too closely related to an already identified “bad” food. Food, that binder of family, tradition, and comfort, was now only a source of anxiety, stress, and fear.
So, for a long time I wasn’t interested in eating anything, and I listlessly figured that this might be my new normal.
But then Strong Woman Do Bong Soon’s Min Hyuk found himself in the hospital recuperating from a knife wound and surrounded by Bong Soon’s noisy family. It was not Min Hyuk that caught my attention though, and it also wasn’t Bong Soon and her family. By this episode the drama was beginning to lose my interest, and I was watching out of habit, but then someone brought out a giant metal bowl of…..I leaned forward.
What is that? I thought.
There was rice, there were vegetables, there was a sauce, some kind of oil. When hands reached in and started to mix it all together, I had another thought. That looks good.
That looks good
For the first time, in a very long time, I wanted to eat, and I wanted to eat that giant bowl of bibimbap.
It took a while before I could actually eat a bowl that resembled what I saw on screen. One ingredient at a time I worked my way towards finding which I could use, and what might have to stay out of my bowl. Gochujang was a revelation that rocked my taste buds and opened a new food world. A fried egg on rice? Yes, please. And the different Korean side dishes? Oh my gosh, where have they been all my life?
Korean drama gave me food back. It might not be the food of my childhood, and it might not be the food that others around me want to eat, but it brought back hunger, taste, and satisfaction. Most of all, that simple bowl of bibimbap pushed away the fear, and it gave me new foods to love.
Love, February
egads aka Dame Maggie
February 13, 2019 at 5:32 PM
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RaOnAh loves Jay B 💚
February 13, 2019 at 5:40 PM
Yay! I’m glad you found food you were able to and wanted to eat!
Beverly
February 13, 2019 at 5:43 PM
Bibimbap always looks so good to me. I love rice. I need to look up a recipe though feel like its probably spicy.
I’m glad it perked up your appetite and was able to nurture you. Also, relieved this is the hospital food you talked about.
LT is Irresistibly Indifferent, Dame Judi
February 13, 2019 at 5:48 PM
The rice and vegetables, egg and meat (if you like) aren’t spicy. The sauce is a little spicy but not too much. I’m sure you could engineer one.
I actually love bibimbap. Thankfully I have restaurants who will deliver it to me.
Damn, now I want bibimbap for lunch and my salad just isn’t cutting it anymore.
egads aka Dame Maggie
February 13, 2019 at 5:52 PM
Sorry about that, but bibimbap cravings must be dealt with.
LT is Irresistibly Indifferent, Dame Judi
February 13, 2019 at 6:05 PM
Me: I’ve been sticking to a healthy, balanced diet for a few weeks and I feel GREAT.
Also me: I must have bibimbap even though I’ve already had my lunch. Thanks, egads!
Ooh, I could buy the bibimbap now but eat it for dinner! That could work…
egads aka Dame Maggie
February 13, 2019 at 6:29 PM
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egads aka Dame Maggie
February 13, 2019 at 5:53 PM
You don’t have to make it spicy. I like heat, but it can easily be adjusted.
LT is Irresistibly Indifferent, Dame Judi
February 13, 2019 at 5:48 PM
This is a wonderful story, thanks so much for sharing it!
Le__Ssy
February 13, 2019 at 6:04 PM
Food is Love! 💜
natzillagorilla
February 13, 2019 at 6:04 PM
This is so relatable, egads!
I don’t really have an appetite anymore so I mainly drink protein shakes and force myself to eat something big once a day. However, people in dramas always make bibimbap, kimbap, and ddeokbokki look SO delicious, my tummy even grumbles in anticipation. I always take advantage of these cravings and go try and prepare something at least similar!
I’m really, really happy to hear you have new types of food to love, and that your body likes them, too! That is such a wonderful feeling <3
bam 🐢🐌💖~
February 13, 2019 at 6:07 PM
*claps in gladness*
RenOIshi
February 13, 2019 at 6:28 PM
Bammsie, you are such a cutie hahaha!
bam 🐢🐌💖~
February 13, 2019 at 7:23 PM
😂 *blushes deeply* Thanks, Reno
RenOIshi
February 13, 2019 at 6:29 PM
Ah what have you done?!? Now my healthy ‘yogurt’ for lunch looks so sad and unsatisfying….Uber’ing Bibimbap for dinner tonight!
egads aka Dame Maggie
February 13, 2019 at 6:33 PM
I have no words to convey my jealousy that you can have bibimbap delivered to your door. Enjoy!
RenOIshi
February 13, 2019 at 6:39 PM
*kaching*
mugyuljoie is preciousss
February 13, 2019 at 9:13 PM
I second the jealousy of everyone that can have bibimbap (or anything other than bad pizza, yes it’s a thing) delivered to their door.
Ally
February 13, 2019 at 6:34 PM
A food post!!! I just got a new Korean cookbook from my sister for Christmas. It’s Maangchi’s Real Korean Cooking. I’ve only made one thing from it, but everything looks so good. I would totally recommend it!
RenOIshi
February 13, 2019 at 6:39 PM
I LOVE Maangchi! I watch her youtube channel when I am hungry 😀
egads aka Dame Maggie
February 13, 2019 at 6:40 PM
I love Maangchi! Her You Tube channel is a delight, and I want her to be my mom and feed me.
RenOIshi
February 13, 2019 at 6:42 PM
Same here sister! Same here!
astromantic
February 13, 2019 at 6:57 PM
This is so wholesome. I’m happy for you!
mugyuljoie is preciousss
February 13, 2019 at 9:15 PM
I wish I didn’t understand this so well. Hurray for finding foods that you can eat and want to eat!
Water Hyacinth
February 13, 2019 at 10:26 PM
Awww @egads!! *hug* have you watched Weightlifting Fairy Kim Buk Joo? I’m not fond of eating meat but watching that show made me crave for grilled meat!
Jellybn
February 13, 2019 at 10:27 PM
Oh how awesome! The best feeling is wanting to eat something and then enjoying it without making you feel sick! Dramas always make food look especially delicious, but my taste buds and stomach are not what they used to be, so I just enjoy it with my eyes, hehe. But rice, rice is good!
Waadmay
February 14, 2019 at 3:55 AM
*Hugs* egads , food is love 💝💝
I wish I can feed something I love to cook so you can try another new thing 😋😊
another woodalchi nicole recruit
February 14, 2019 at 8:36 AM
lovelovelove!!!!!! food is love and this is just GREAT! i actually thought the food in that scene looked amazing, too, at the time lol. AND NOW ITS WHAT I WANT! you’ve started a mini-revolution against today’s packed lunches, methinks 😉
💜🍍☠ Sicarius The Queen of Melonia ☠🍍💜
February 14, 2019 at 3:07 PM
Bibimbap is the food of the gods lol ❤️