Wow. Watching Deok-mi is like watching myself fangirl. I realized that it’s sad looking at myself like that. Maybe not really sad but like a little pinch to the heart.

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    Yeah I was laughing cause of how relatable she is but also there’s a pinch.

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      I haven’t even started it. I’m worried it will hit too close to home.

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        Yoooo It’s really fun but there’s that. As a fangirl, it will affect you one way or another.

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        It’s funny. But a bit like looking in a mirror and being a bit uncomfortable with what you see.

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      Like this is me! But looking at it at a third person’s perspective, it’s eye-opening. I can’t explain it well in English but there’s a Korean word 한심하다 which literally is pathetic but more like I feel bad looking at you. Coz I really feel that.

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        Yeah. It’s incredibly depressing how one sided her love is. She’s chasing him around, trying to buy 27k worth gifts and what not. In the meantime, he’s just living his life, doesn’t even know she exists.

        It’s a reminder that for us fans – the one idol matters, but for the idol it’s the collective of fans. You and I are the same for him. And from an outsiders perspective, it’s 한심하다. 😐

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          But okay, she’s crazy for even thinking of spending that much money to buy him a painting.

          I feel like Shi-an knows her and acknowledges her by looking straight at her camera and smiling. I bet he cares for his fans but of course, it gets exhausting so I wanna see his perspective on this as well.

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