Hello, it’s me
I’ve been wondering if after all this time you still remember me?
Do you remember everything
They say I was a DB legend once
And then I just disappeared

Hello, can you hear me?
I’ve procrastinated posting this but I’ve decided to let it be
Now it’s out here and for you to see
I’d forgotten my password so it took me longer, oh.. shame on me

Hello from the other side
I must’ve lurked here a thousand times
To login and share a story
For every new thing I’ve done
But when I tried, the right time
Didn’t seem to have come

Hello from the outside
At least I passed the hardest times
I’ll tell you I’m sorry
For disappearing like that
But I had my reasons, clearly
And it doesn’t matter anymore

Hello, how are you?
It’s been ages, I know, so tell me how have you, beanies, been?
I hope that you’re well
Did you watch all the new dramas, any new Oppas?
Tell me everything that’s happened

It’s no secret
That all of us
Have oppas

Hello from the other side
I must’ve lurked here a thousand times
To login and share a story
For every new thing I’ve done
But when I tried, the right time
Didn’t seem to have come

Hello from the outside
At least I passed the hardest times
I’ll tell you I’m sorry
For disappearing like that
But I had my reasons, clearly
And it doesn’t matter anymore

So.. umm, yeah.. hello, beanies ❤

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    Azzo!!!!! Welcome back! I remember you but I’m not sure if YOU remember me. 😄

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      If you still*

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      Of course I still remember you, Giegie! All that JBL talk, all the gushing and swooning and heartache, I remember, LOL!

      Thank you 😂💕

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        Ahhh JBL! 😍 ❤️

        It’s nice to have you back! Hopefully it’s not your first and last post. 😉

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          I hope so, too!
          I’ll try to be more on DB but not making any promises, LOL!

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    Welcome back!

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    Welcome back Adele azzo! ^^ we haven’t spoken much since you disappeared around the time I became active but I’m familiar with the old, legendary beanie with the one and only oppa! 😂

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    I was mostly a lurker when you were really active and I can say I’ve missed you and your partners in crime.

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      Aw, that’s sweet! I missed DB and the beanies, really!

      @yyishere is still around, I just saw a post of hers, a weird story, LOL! But Yuelie stopped posting even before my DB-break!

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    Welcome back Azzo!

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    AZZZOOOOOOO!
    You don’t know me because I was a lurker back then but I LOVED seeing your posts along with some other beanies.
    WELCOME BACK!!!! 💛💛💛💛💛

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      Aww, thank you ❤
      I honestly went “why can’t I remember this beanie?” and was a little embarrassed of myself 😅 and then I read your comment! I guess I’ll just get to know you now 😃

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        Bea is our Maknae, she’s wonderful.

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          *blushes and hides behind anyone over 155 cm*
          Awwwwwwww, Sica, you’re too sweet. *offers a melona*

          Haha, Azzo. I look forward to getting to know you more too!
          Tidbit #1- I used to be lugirl131415 (my handle is still that) but changed to bea after getting rabbit (rip) and discord to make it easier for others.
          Since I offered Sica something, I’ll give you something too.

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            *much appreciated*

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            Aww, you’re our Maknae? (Yes, I kind of just included myself in all of this but I need a lot of catching up to do so!)

            It is easier, lugirl131415 is a mouthful, LOL!
            Btw, this is one of my favorite gifs of him, I love how he goes 자 so thank you!

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            Yes, I am 🤗 (you were already included, azzo!)

            It is, isn’t it. I got a bit tired of typing it all the time and decided to make it easier for themselves AND myself too lol.
            It’s an adorable gif. It’s just so precious. Ugh it’s so cuteeeeee and you’re welcome! I had fun looking for gifs too hehe

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            Thank you, I feel better now, haha!

            Yeah, good for you, plus bea sound cuter!
            Aww, I appreciate you going out there and picking Oppa gifs for me <3

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    Azzo! 🤗🤗🤗 This is such a nice surprise.
    I miss you so much. How are you doing?
    You know, it feels weird whenever I talked to new beanies who knew nothing about you. So, does this post means we can expect you to play here more often now?

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      Thank you, gadis ❤
      I missed you guys, too! I was not planning to take this long a break from DB, it just kind of turned out that way!

      Aw, you talked about me? That’s so sweet ☹.. I’m still trying to get my life under control but I hope so!

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    Azzo! Of course! You writing about our ice cream couple is my all time favourite TOTM post.

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      Thank you, mano! You still remember that? I feel honored!

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    What? Of course we remember you! Glad you’re back in fine form! And who can forget oppa wars? Probably the first full Beanie-wall drama—there have been a few since then. Lots to catch up on. When did you last sign on?

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      I thought maybe.. just maybe you guys wiped me off your memories, I guess not, haha!
      Oh, there’s been more Beanie-wall drama? tell me who, when and how?
      It’s been a long time, I just checked, last time I was on DB in March 2018!

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    Finalllllllllly!!!! I missed you and your posts so much! You might even have gotten some tags though I don’t remember them now!

    I won’t even bother to ask if you remember me cuz if you don’t, we would have to fight 😉

    I am glad you are past the hard times Azzo! Welcome back to DB (even though I am not on here much haha) … I miss the three of you and the old crowd in general but adulting sucks and we all have to move on hehe..

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      NO BRING BACK THE OPPA WARS PLEASE THEY WERE SO FUN

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        YES, PLEASE!
        Except I just want to be watching from sidelines lol

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          I was official PR. I made posters for it. I can do so again!

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            I heard there were more Beanie-drama on fanwalls, what happened, what did I miss?!

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            More? Gosh I don’t know where to start @azzo1

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            From the start.. fill me in!

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            nO LIKE I really don’t know when to start… When did you leave?~~?!!

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            I left in March 2018, it’s been a year and a half, yeah.. now GO!

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            OMO WELL
            1) A POEM A DAY.
            The two OTP ships. Those on the Island in the middle. The Radiology Duo Fanclub. The Island party and it’s spinoffs. All the poetry that was shared because of that show. Honestly the beanie wall was better than the show itself. The fanfic thread that was born out of the sunken ship…
            2) Rabbit happened. Many Rabbit watches happened.
            3) Meteor Garden 2018 happened. All Hail the Pineapple Hair.
            @kimbapnoona live translated it on rabbit for us and … the wedding will go down… in history.
            4) Memories of Alhambra happened and my shitposts were born.
            5) I feel like a lot more happened but this is only from my memory ofc.
            Notable dramas that had much wall activity and drama were:
            Are You Human Too
            Hundred Million Stars
            What’s Wrong With Secretary Kim
            Her Private Lyfe.
            6) I feel like CDRAMAS became WAY bigger on DB over the last year.
            7) The Fish Cult happened. The Secret Lyfe of My Secretary if you haven’t watched it is actually delightful but the plot is insane. And my naming and calling of the fish cult will never be beaten in a any show prediction ever.

            Uhm yeahp. that’s a rough overview of the last year and a half.

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            WOW!

            I feel so lost! I seriously need to go back to the Beanie-walls and read everything!

            Also, would you please tell me which ship sank in A poem a day? I’m planning to watch it but I want to brace myself so I don’t board the wrong ship and sink with it!

            And, what? There is a Fish Cult?!

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            I KNOW It’s awfully hard to summarize everything succinctly hahahaha I’m sorry

            The MinhyoYoung ship sank alas. She gets with Dr. Ye.

            Er well… I don’t know if you’re gonna watch that show so I don’t want to spoil it… it’s kinda important…

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            You did a good job though, I’m actually impressed you remember so much, thank you!

            Aw, the cute puppy ship sinks? Why do I feel hurt for him already?!
            Okay, I’ll just have to watch it then, I’ll let you know when I get to the Fish Cult part(?)!

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            Aww thanks pfahahaha you’re welcome! I went back through my watched list to remind myself pfft

            Yeah. I tried to stay on the island the whole time (because I loved the Radiology Duo best), but I still thought Puppy’s development was cut off at the knees and Ye was bland.
            ALSO APPARENTLY He WAS end game, but fans wanted Ye so they rewrote it… which would possibly equate for his development being cut.

            Pffahaha yes please do!!

            (p.s. sorry Muchie for the notif spam)

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            Oh, no! really? now I’m having second thoughts about watching it.. was it good though? with the bland character and all? is it worth the time?
            I really really hate it when writers do that, succumb to public’s demand and not stick to the original idea!

            Oops, sorry Muchie.. we’re just riding on your reply!

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            I have a very high standard and some people absolutely loved it and Dr. ye but uh… I personally didn’t like it all that much, nor would I say it was good. The fan wall made the watch interesting and bearable.

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            Okay, I went from “I want to watch this show” to “I really don’t think I should watch this now”, LOL!

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            eeee sorryyy??? hahaha

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            You forgot the most important part @sicarius
            How could you ?!
            The Guest Is The Best
            You should know about that @azzo1

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            @waadmay because I haven’t seen it! Hahaha so I could only comment on things I was actually involved in

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            Fair enough @sicarius
            Then here you go something you learned today
            The Guest Is The Best , I love my Trio 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
            I’m waiting for The Movie or 2nd Season 😭😭😭😭😭

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      Yes, finally! I missed you guys a lot but I just really needed the break!
      They got lost in notifications I guess because I couldn’t find any!

      You need not ask me, of course, I was in Delhi a few months back and every time I was out on the streets I would think “Muchie could be any one of them!” LOL!

      Thank you, I don’t think I’ll be here as much as well but I’ll try to pop up more often and hopefully not go MIA any time soon! I miss that too but like you said, it sucks!

      So how have you been? how’s life? how’s work? how’s DB?

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        Yeah I feel you on needing a break! I took many long breaks off on DB as well and I am not really on here much tbh.

        Omg man the next time you come to Delhi you HAVE to meet me! Take my email ID if you want!

        I am going through a crazy phase work/life-wise and end up crying every day 😅… I think I’ll end up leaving the job cuz I am under too much stress. But the idea of being unemployed scares me specially cuz of the age factor.

        DB I dunno about…. I think I dunno much of what happened on DB in 2018-19 specially cuz I have not been watching many dramas in general.

        How are you? What’s new?

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          Yes, I realized a lot of our older crowd isn’t here as much or at all, I guess life happened!

          I think I can understand, I was going through a similar phase, everything felt so overwhelming and my anxiety kicked in, then panic attacks followed, it was very tiring, I honestly wish no one goes through periods like that!

          Try taking everything one step at a time, if it is stressing you too much quit it, your mental health is more important, I know it could be scary but take a break and try to figure out what you really want to do, both work and life wise! I don’t wanna come off as preaching, but believe me, it’s not worth it if it’s exhausting you mentally!

          I’m a lot better now, back to work after taking a long break, I traveled a bit, read a lot of books, wrote a bit and that helped, so yeah, that’s about it!

          Also, yes please, I don’t know when I’ll be in Delhi again but it will be nice to meet up!

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            Gosh *sending you hugs* I am glad you are over that phase. I hope this rough patch gets over soon cuz I am tired- both mentally and physically. I think I am gonna have to put in my papers this week. This job isn’t worth the pain. (And no you don’t sound preachy)

            Oooh long break! That sounds fun!

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          Thank you 😭❤ It’s tough I know but hang in there, this too shall pass! Do it, and don’t stress about it, you’ll get something better in the future trust me!

          Don’t worry about it, I’m here if you need to talk.. might not be able to reply right away (LOL) but I’ll listen!

          Got it.. thank you.. you can delete it now.. hopefully I’ll come sometime soon 😍

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            Hehehe thanks for the offer. I will take you up on it sometime!

            Yay! Hope you are able to come soon-ish! And I really hope I can travel to that part of the world! I now have a CELTA certification so was actually also looking at jobs there as well! It was a random search for jobs in the Middle East and Oman was one of the country I was looking at 🙂

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          Sure, I’ll be here!

          Oooh! That got me excited! How cool would it be if you could get a job here! I could do all the kdrama-related activities that I never get to do with my friends because they are not interested 😂
          But seriously if you are looking for a job in the Middle East, then you should go for either Oman or Qatar. Kuwait is good too but it’s a very small country and not much to do, also these are the safest countries in ME!

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            <3

            IKR! It would be so much fun to have someone to squee over the dramas in rl! My friends know nothing about kdramas or kpop nor do they care haha.

            Thanks! I haven't done a serious search for ME yet but will keep this in mind when I do it 🙂

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          Yes, me too! My friends can’t understsnd why I’m still into kdramas and kpop, they thought it will phase out!

          Okay, let me know if you need anything, and if you have any questions about Gulf countries or ME in general, please do ask, I’ll be happy to help!

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    Welcome back! Good to see you!

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    Hi azzo! Of course we remember you! My new ‘Oppa’ (who is actually several years younger than me 😬) is GOT7’s Yugyeom. Somehow he managed to steal my heart from JB. Still not quite sure how that happened but I think this was how it started 💚
    https://mobile.twitter.com/__fangirl93/status/1166586135369400320
    Have you been watching any dramas lately? Rookie Historian Goo Hae Ryung has been pretty good so far. Also, He Is Psychometric was a really good crime/thriller drama earlier this year.

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      Thank you, Raonah!
      I could tell from your handle, LOL, but who could blame you, he’s a cutie!
      Not much really, but I did manage to finish Moment at 18 and I loved it!
      I have He is Psychometric on my to-watch list but haven’t got the time to actually do it, maybe sometime soon, I hope!

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        I didn’t watch Moment at Eighteen but I heard really good things about it. I’ll have to add it to my list. I hope you enjoy Psychometric!

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          It is a really good drama, the kids pulled off some great acting, I was impressed!
          I will, I’ll try to start it this weekend since I don’t have anything else to watch, thank you!

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    Azzo! Welcome back, I don’t think we talked much before but I remember you definitely. Was thinking about you for quite a few days! Also I love Park Hae jin but no not more than you, probably! Its so nice to see you back!

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      Thank you! that’s so sweet of you, really!
      Never more than me, LOL!

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    wow.. completly forgot he is someone who exists..
    out of sight, out of mind.. so true

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      He exists, I guess I wasn’t around to remind you!

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    Glad to have you back on DB. Once a beanie, always a beanie 🙂

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      Thank you, Mel! Yeah, we’ll always come back!

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    Oh Azzo <3. We missed you

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    Very clever rewrite. Nice to meet you! Hope we can be friends!

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      Thank you, nice to meet you, too!
      I’ll have to see how you do first, LOL!

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    AZZO 😲 !
    You’re back 🤗 !!
    I’m so glad to see you around again 😁 !!!

    but first, let me check if you’re fine 😋

    sending SuGeun to entertain you 🙂

    I was so surprised to see you around again, thank you for coming back Azzo , even if it’s just to say hello from the other side 😌

    I cheated with gifs, maybe you remember me now 😋

    now some news from me :
    – adulting and worklife as daily life not the funniest but it’s not that bad either ,so I’m kinda ok with my situation, I can pay the bill so that’s fine ;
    – I wasn’t on DB for a few months too earlier this year, and since summer 2018 I’m really not as active as before on the fanwall
    – summer 2018 maybe my drama slump started back then, I haven’t watched that much dramas compared to before, I live-watched SKY castler which save the day for me !
    – since K-drama weren’t that attractive , I kinda started a little journey into Chinese dramas, watch a few historical ones and some modern ones too : started with a bang known as Nirvana in Fire . It became one of my all time fav’ right away, I can compare it to Six flying dragons for how much I enjoyed it
    – I also watched Idol producer season 1 (Chinese Produce 101) and I’m now watching the season 2
    – during my drama slump, K shows were always there : “I live alone” as weekly show, 1n2d unfortunately went away T_T , Jtbc gifted me “SuperBand” <3 ! there was also Kang's kitchen 2-3 🙂

    sorry if I wrote lots of news, incoherent stuff, sorry for typos, I'm gonna sleep now ^^'
    hoping to see you on the fanwall for good old days (I don't log in weeks that often, it's more on weekend when fanwall activity is low 😅)

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      Okay I tried posting this long reply but DB won’t let me, I’m on minus 5 now 😂💔

      Yes, I’m fine.. really, don’t worry ☺️
      I missed you guys, too! I know it’s been a while but life happened, just couldn’t get myself to come back sooner!

      I don’t think I’ll be as active as before on beanie walls but I’ll try to stick around! Haven’t been watching much of anything really, I only watched like 3-4 dramas in a year 😂💔

      Yes, heard what happened but I’m only watching RM from variety shows!

      No, don’t be, I loved reading this, made me really happy, just so you ❤

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        you experience the banned words as soon as you came back aigoo 😅

        with all I wrote above , I managed to forget to write this : I missed you too 😘
        I leveled up just before retiring from being active Beanie lol , I can’t share all my loan shark posts but this one must be shared with you 😉
        http://www.dramabeans.com/members/kudoran/activity/570169/

        glad to read that you’re fine and kept watching some shows or less dramas : slump didn’t get you totally phew 😉
        being around is enough, try to read the fanwall takes lots of time already ^^’

        “just so you ❤” ok I’m curious about what that implies🤔 : incoherent stuff + gifs + emojis 😂 ?

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          I did, the thing is I don’t know what the banned words are, I would’ve avoided them 😅

          Oh, you did, congrats 👏💃, I guess I’ll wait a long time before I level up since I’m not gonna be as active as before!

          LOL! I meant it in the best way possible, like every time I read a post or a comment you make, I hear this cute, bubbly, cheerful voice ❤

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            “like every time I read a post or a comment you make, I hear this cute, bubbly, cheerful voice ❤”
            aw thank you Azzo 😘
            I’m glad that I can talk on DB with Beanies like you, cause in real life I’m the introvert, calm and shy type ^^’

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            @kudoran I really mean it, and really, your posts make me happy💕

            ME TOO! I’m an introvert and so awkward around people most of the time, it’s good to make friends online because I don’t have that many in real life 😂

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    *Hugs*
    I missed you and always thought of you , I think I’m responsible about most of your mentions here sorrynotsorry though

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      I missed you a lot and your posts and everything, and just having you as my other Arab beanie ❤😂

      The mentions are all gone, lost in notifications, but the likes are here, thank you so much for all of those 💕

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    I may have just spent the last 45 minutes stalking your wall trying to figure out how I missed your welcome home party and for like 20 minutes I thought that I went insane and that you never left. And then I thought I had azzo specific amnesia…! I had a full on drama right here on my couch. I’m glad that you have returned! And I dont mind if you dont remember me because I remember you and how much fun you are and a legit db living legend. Sigh and swoon and yay. I dont know how to gif but if I did it would be of someone dancing around firing off finger hearts. So just imagine that in your head.

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      Awww, this is so sweet and nice of you really (not that part where you’re going insane trying to figure out whether I ever left DB, but the part where you spend that much time on my wall, that’s some commitment, right there!), thank you!
      And, of course, I remember you. I might’ve not commented much on your posts but I remember your comments from @yuelie posts and also your JBL posts you made, there is this one specific comment I still remember, you wanting to get “The Cold” like Moon-soo did from Gang-doo, yup.. it stayed with me, LOL!

      Also, I’m a proud GIF-making machine, no dancing in this one but would it work:

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