I wept today, embarrassed that I couldn’t do this one, simple thing. Embarrassed that everyone was looking. That everyone could see what I was afraid of.
And then.. I stopped. Not slowly, not easily, but I did. And I tried through my tears, and screwed up what I wanted to do, but gosh dang it, I went for it.
And it was all good.
I think.. I’ve noticed that we as people tend to, quite naturally, want to avoid uncomfortable situations. Those darn instinctual reactions that happen every time we do something. Sweating. Crying. Stressing. Anxiety. But.. if we can accept those reactions, rather than trying to suppress them, and keep going, it’s kinda cool to see how dang strong and capable we really are.
My absolute pleasure. ☺️ I’m glad it was there when you needed it! Sending hugs and lots of love your way. You got whatever you’re going through right now, my dear!
(My week is busy but shaping up to be manageable and full of little lovely things, thank you!)
bam 🐢🐌💖~
October 8, 2019 at 9:52 PM
Week 47~
*kick* Ha! Broken devices can’t stop me for long.
Being broken can’t stop me for long.
I wept today, embarrassed that I couldn’t do this one, simple thing. Embarrassed that everyone was looking. That everyone could see what I was afraid of.
And then.. I stopped. Not slowly, not easily, but I did. And I tried through my tears, and screwed up what I wanted to do, but gosh dang it, I went for it.
And it was all good.
I think.. I’ve noticed that we as people tend to, quite naturally, want to avoid uncomfortable situations. Those darn instinctual reactions that happen every time we do something. Sweating. Crying. Stressing. Anxiety. But.. if we can accept those reactions, rather than trying to suppress them, and keep going, it’s kinda cool to see how dang strong and capable we really are.
Because we are.
You nice. Keep going.
Have a wonderful week. 💛
RaOnAh loves Jay B 💚
October 8, 2019 at 10:03 PM
This was so encouraging. I’m glad you were able to get through what you needed to do. Have a great week bammsie 💕
bam 🐢🐌💖~
October 8, 2019 at 10:11 PM
Thank you, Ra On Ah!! Have a wonderful one, yourself. ☺️
RaOnAh loves Jay B 💚
October 8, 2019 at 10:36 PM
Thanks 💚
ship-happens
October 9, 2019 at 5:25 PM
Thank you so much for posting this. I needed to hear this today. Glad you got through it. Hope tomorrow is better for you~!
bam 🐢🐌💖~
October 9, 2019 at 6:49 PM
My absolute pleasure. ☺️ I’m glad it was there when you needed it! Sending hugs and lots of love your way. You got whatever you’re going through right now, my dear!
(My week is busy but shaping up to be manageable and full of little lovely things, thank you!)
💜🍍☠ Sicarius The Queen of Melonia ☠🍍💜
September 3, 2020 at 6:51 PM
I miss these things of yours
bam 🐢🐌💖~
September 27, 2020 at 9:26 AM
I think I should do them again
💜🍍☠ Sicarius The Queen of Melonia ☠🍍💜
September 28, 2020 at 5:06 PM
I think you should too