I had a really bad day last year.
Well, to be honest I’ve had several over the last few months.
My Mum, my Dad, myself, the world.
All seemingly breaking down around me and I lost the will to fight anymore.
I tried to get up, tried to call out, tried to get out, but instead I cried and yelled and snarled at people on the internet and then I complained, loudly, to Beanies about my mental health.
I fired up discord and found a notification. Two. Three. Seven. Ten.
What was happening?
The maknae line had decided to cheer me up through random silliness.
Tagging me into every channel on discord; while the confused denizens of those discussions greeted me with bemusement.
“Just dropping her off here”, these comments said, as I was tagged into channels on kpop bands and other places I normally never went to.
As one did, so others joined in.
“My turn to tag her!”, the next one said as I got dropped off somewhere else.
And I sat there in my living room, my computer on my lap lighting up with notification after notification, I looked at their glorious crazy.
And I laughed.
Thank you, Beans
Love, February
I was thinking just this morning that I don’t how I would have powered through the last six months without the discord group. When things were the at their worst I could count on a laugh or just someone to talk about nonsense, or anything besides real life. People from all over the damn world made getting through the day doable. So, thank you for your part in that Chingu.
LT is Irresistibly Indifferent, Dame Judi
February 2, 2020 at 3:14 PM
I had a really bad day last year.
Well, to be honest I’ve had several over the last few months.
My Mum, my Dad, myself, the world.
All seemingly breaking down around me and I lost the will to fight anymore.
I tried to get up, tried to call out, tried to get out, but instead I cried and yelled and snarled at people on the internet and then I complained, loudly, to Beanies about my mental health.
I fired up discord and found a notification. Two. Three. Seven. Ten.
What was happening?
The maknae line had decided to cheer me up through random silliness.
Tagging me into every channel on discord; while the confused denizens of those discussions greeted me with bemusement.
“Just dropping her off here”, these comments said, as I was tagged into channels on kpop bands and other places I normally never went to.
As one did, so others joined in.
“My turn to tag her!”, the next one said as I got dropped off somewhere else.
And I sat there in my living room, my computer on my lap lighting up with notification after notification, I looked at their glorious crazy.
And I laughed.
Thank you, Beans
Love, February
LT is Irresistibly Indifferent, Dame Judi
February 2, 2020 at 3:15 PM
Day 2, belated
isa: I'm not a serial killer I'm just really passionate about things
February 2, 2020 at 3:52 PM
That was lovely. I’m glad that happened.
isa: I'm not a serial killer I'm just really passionate about things
February 2, 2020 at 3:53 PM
Oh, dear, heavens. Not the bad days and the snarling. But the Beanie-support system snatching you up.
LT is Irresistibly Indifferent, Dame Judi
February 2, 2020 at 3:59 PM
LOL I knew what you meant! Yes it was very silly and very nice.
egads aka Dame Maggie
February 2, 2020 at 4:33 PM
I was thinking just this morning that I don’t how I would have powered through the last six months without the discord group. When things were the at their worst I could count on a laugh or just someone to talk about nonsense, or anything besides real life. People from all over the damn world made getting through the day doable. So, thank you for your part in that Chingu.
Ally
February 2, 2020 at 5:26 PM
It’s good to have Beanies!
bea
February 2, 2020 at 6:05 PM
💛💛💛
YY Chats with Toast Between Bites
February 3, 2020 at 1:15 AM
Aw, Elle. 😂😂😂😂
mugyuljoie is preciousss
February 3, 2020 at 1:59 PM
This made me laugh because of the maknea rescue.
mugyuljoie is preciousss
February 3, 2020 at 2:00 PM
Good job maknae line!