Beanie level: Rooftop room dweller

god why are kdramas so obsessed with having their characters grow up in like fucking america or the europe (i know why) but like lmao it’s not that serious

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she said eff yr landlord

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apoym e 1
not to ruin my own fun but AI implementation is incredibly unethical under c*pitalism. that being said idk where to view this from but lmaoooooooooo YIKES

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    also this guy isn’t very cute lmao never realized that

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fuck it yall mask off im gonna start APOYM lets see how i feel about it dont judge me

i dont like slice of life romance dramas at all (like AT ALL) but this fascinate me? plus i love her. we will see

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i love chae soo bin and i love that idiot short dummy from kingdom who ruined everyone’s lives he’s so hot but i dnt like the main actor and i feel like u all have been saying watching has been nuts but i DO love for some odd reason unrequited love to love stories. like i love it so much. it\’s almost 100000% wish fulfilment and insecurities from womanhood (not pretty enough compared to her etc) but that\’s my shit man….IDKKKKKKK TELL ME UR THOTS

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on the other hand i now know that i can tell my children (well hopefully) \”we lived through a pandemic young [gender] so don\’t tell me you\’re not going to do chores!\” (parent logic agree if u r one)

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we have a lot of time to think these days…sometimes i get sadder than usual

i wish we could go outside, you know? i hate that this is something all of us will remember for the rest of our lives. i hate the fact that it\’s possible to get it. and even more i hate the fact that people were always going to be doomed. the more i learn, the more i want to fight. but the more i learn, the more i want to sleep. pity isn\’t why i care…i just don\’t see how we could live in this type of world.

then there are times when i think i\’m a narcissist and that my sadness means nothing. it doesn\’t really matter though. history fascinates me because it\’s the literal context of our world. sometimes i forget that in my short life millenials have lived through and seen a lot. comparatively to my parents being born in the late 50s, like literal black people in the jim crow / post-jim crow era, it feels like life has been easy from a historical/political standpoint. but it hasnt.

when this is all over the world is going to be changed. i can\’t believe we\’re all going to remember the spring of 2020 like this. this year is terrible. i\’m honestly shocked the world was hit like this because the idea of like the spanish goddamn flu is so foreign. idk what im saying. i just REALLY WISH WE COULD GO OUTSIDE. i imagine in like 2 years saying, \”it was during the pandemic\” and everyone at a table knowing what im talking about. every single person on this earth now has the knowledge of this experience….crazy stuff. fascinating and sad but crazy

(ps: rich people do not care about our lives and that\’s just something we have to come to terms with)

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    Also we know they may not have any solution for climate change either. They’re just saving their money. All this is a mess but I hope we don’t forget and hold them accountable when it’s over. Humans fortunately or unfortunately move on too quickly.

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      the solution woudld be to not drain our energy into corps and the military. but why would we do that? the other day i learned cruise lines were still trying to run…saying the virus cant survive in heat… not only are they a massive drain on the earth but just the idea that money is better than life.

      i have the same hope and fear you do. we are so fickle but the world fell more apart in a matter of almost 3 months…it’s just so sad…i feel like or i hope it will be so eye-opening

      i hope you’re doing well

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wrote this on MDL:
i love kim hee ae. i just love looking at her. i don\’t even like secret affair but shes so regal. i don\’t want to watch her get back with him, though, i can\’t do it. if it\’s a remake i\’m guessing they stay faithful to it. the director\’s last project was misty (which i hated) and the writer\’s isnt too promising but lets cross our fingers.

love a woman that lashes out on a world that tells her she can\’t when she\’s mad. btw doctor foster (so effectively both) are based on medea . i am going to write a comment with spoilers which will \”spoil\” the play (but not really because it\’s been out for literally centuries.) part of it pertains to the greek tragedy ONLY but is imperative to understanding all adaptations. it is incorporated into all endings. so if you dont want to read it dont

peeve: kinda sad this is 19+ because there\’s \’sex scenes\’ like..teenagers know what the fuck is going on. this gets as wild as regular tv. film sex scenes go all out (koreans rly be wylin too and i looove it) it\’s disappointing that it has this tag even though teens will see it anyway

(posting my comment in post)

honestly i coudl talk abt the impact o the play all day and how i felt when i read the 2015 play (flabbergasted? lol it\’ nto great and in the UK it was like a big thing bc the only black person was an afro brazilian maid 🙂 )…still

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    dr. foster is based off of medea, a greek tragedy, adapted into a play by euripides, that’s about a vengeful woman. it’s a complicated story and i have only read the 2015 stageplay (which isn’t amazing imo, but it’s short and online.) i warned you above so. in the play medea murders the new wife (glauce) of her ex-husband (jason), glauce’s father (creon), as well as the two sons she had with jason. after, she runs off to a new place (i 4got) with her kid’s bodies

    in all the adaptations i know of thereafter it’s either up to the viewer/reader to decide if she really kills he kids/went on a murderous rampage or she just flees with her children (this one i prefer.) so really she can’t get back with her husband. in the plays they are already divorced but the shows she is suspecting an affair which leads to her revealing some crazy shit. at some point in the play(s) she apologizes for “going crazy” basically and making a big deal of the situation but other adaptations may interpret that as forgiving him whilst they are still married.

    either way, medea is supposed to gain back her life in the end. the feminist reading is that it’s about a mother existing in a patriarchal society; there are relentless expectations that limit her from realizing herself fully but any acts of pushing back are seen as unhinged/crazy or she looks barbaric. personally, i read her acts from dr. foster (lmao i havent seen it all and probs never will cos adhd but i know what happens——here is a review comparing the show to the 2015 retelling that i enjoyed reading https://dramaqueensreview.com/2015/10/20/from-doctor-foster-to-medea-almeida/) as cracks in herself. she does go insane or does crazy shit but how could she survive and be sane under these conditions? is she not allowed anger? so if she forgives him truly and ends up with him it would be a sincere misreading and degradation of what this piece meant—though obviously euripides wasn’t a feminist—and has come to mean.

    “Sooner would I stand
    Three times to face their battles, shield in hand,
    Than bear one child!”
    – forgot about this line and saw it referenced on wiki, from the og play (but i think it might be at the end of the 2015 play but it’s really not a memorable play, just interesting and the first time i heard of this story)

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i would try and buy a thingy to donate i tried last week but, you see, my card got rejected

i feel like that i know lots of people need help to change their mindset, but it honestly will make me sad if the projections of red states being sicker is true. and it seems like it because florida JUST put in its mandate, and TX doesn’t even have one (dont get me started on that abortion shit they tried to pass.) i don’t fuck with electoral politics and democrats are a shitshow but even the simplest deviation, even if you like goddamn joe biden, you could get the truth about this virus.

these people are sick. no war but class war.

i have allergies i think. i’ve never experienced itchy eyes and i keep my window open all day and my fan on (bc i just need air circulation) but no fever thank fuck. im working out now but today i am very tired. i felt better after i took zyrtec. it’s hard to not be paranoid. i miss doing things and i really miss my brother.

hope you all are okay today. here’s a song about being a sellout; it’s been stuck in my head…i love hole

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wow i cried

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i swear to god if anything happens to these children i\’ll punch someone

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she was so gassed you know shes screaming on the inside like “THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING BUT THE BEST COMPLIMENT I’VE EVER HEARD IN MY LIFE”

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lmaooooo she got soooo irritated she just had a nice chat with a short dashing young man and then this asshole comes along

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CAN THEY LEAVE HIM ALONE

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my son

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this has got to be the most overdone question in the history of the world it’s so stupid lmao pls the question of humanity isnt this short. when shows ask this question they’re saying there’s no answer but the answer IS not having one. there’s this quote by one french philosopher whose name i can’t remember who said (essentially) the only way to answer the question of why we live is to live a lifetime figuring it out (ie worth living)

IMO, the only reason we get confused is because, even though it’s untrue, all deeds seem to exist in a vacuum. and the only way for people to heal from pain is punitive. but it’s not, restorative justice exists, and the nature of that concept is the exact opposite of how we are all raised to think (a simple example…. we see that if you steal, you get punished. instead of ‘if you steal, we want to know why you stole, and how we change a system in which you need to steal’ while we take responsibility and doing what deeds need to be done to fulfill the victims needs, and that may never ever lead to their forgiveness but THAT is what we want and it’s a literal centuries long process)

its an unanswerable question as times change as well…HONESTLY I COULDGO ON my point is that ur a dummy and it was ur choice so u must accept the consequences!!

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the guy that plays sang ho is doing a really good job! hes also short and weird looking so it helps. also idk if it’s a cult exactly but they sure operate like that with like 3 people

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the guy that plays sang ho is doing a really good job! also idk if it\’s a cult exactly but they sure operate like that with like 3 people

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i just had to stop the show to listen to this bc i was going to go out of my mind if i didnt hear it. literally adhd is the weirdest thing ever. everyday is music march heh (the lead singer of this band is such a fuckin jerk tho jesus)

queens of the stone age – go with the flow

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