Beanie level: Errand boy

This broke my heart like a bajillion times

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ProduceX is nearing its end! 💔 omg

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wow the disney live action of beauty and the beast looks great.

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ditto

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Im only watching WWW now because everything else lost my attention & interest. Time to check out Hotel Del Luna

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I have a giant zit right in the middle of my face & its so hard to meet patients :/

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I’m so proud of you fangirl! #achievement #WWW

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Thats my oldest baby right there.💜

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Catching up with PDX101…

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    SSG; bright opening, okay.
    Ippeo-Ippeo: just make them the official Babies Line already LOL hahaha

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    MTS: its not a bad song, but its very chill / relaxing for a competition. i think
    U Got It: All I remember here is that silk shirt OMO
    Move: My faves are here! <3 <3 <3

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Catching up on dramas after a very busy week. I\’m a ball of emotions.

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Guys Guys Guys! It ain’t apparently ain’t over til the opera lady sings! I just got an email that Im still for gradschool interview! I didnt know! I thought the Master List was endgame! 😂😂😂

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Id challenge any diety too for that kiss β™₯️ #ALML #wat

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    Never fails! RM and Jin always my results lol. (Though mostly RM, probably only got Jin 2x.)

    In BTS world tho I was originally matched with Jimin, so that was a surprise hahaha.

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    I’ve took this BTS quiz three times and the result is always RM.
    If we’re not meant to be together, I don’t know what it is. Maybe in parallel universe or different life time…

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This weekend I’ll be talking about technology / social media in the healthcare perspective and Im trying to sneak this in somewhere just coz πŸ˜› #www

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He’s adorable. Please keep him, Scarlett. I feel a little better now.
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(Of course I’ve been up since 1 am, so I may be a little bananas, since it’s 5 am already)

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going to check out dramas ive dropped or lost because at least my name pops out in those websites. #movingOn

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so beanies; i didnt get accepted to gradschool bummer

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    its such an embarassment really; because i was planning the rest of the year; & i already have a mentor to sponsor my education. 💔 i wrote a short humiliating letter asking for forgiveness & how ill try again …elsewhere.

    there was no interview; just documents. so maybe they just took one look at my grades and my essay & decided im just not smart enough really.

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      its like 2am in my country but im wide awake coz im just so upset & heartbroken. 💔

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      I’m so sorry to read this. πŸ™ Admissions are ridiculous. It’s often about who they think fits their school, rather than actual merit. Did you apply to the one place only? Is it a specific program, person you want to work with?

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        well the topic/course i wanted is kindof rare in my country so its only offered in one place. πŸ™

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      Sorry to hear that. Could you apply to another grad school? I applied to 3: got rejected at one, accepted but with no funding at another, and accepted with a scholarship at the third. I went with the third.

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        the course i wanted is rather rare / specific (well, in my country) so its just one place.

        i havent really thought of a different masters tho.

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    I’m so sorry to hear that. I also didn’t get accepted the first time I applied. I ended up gaining work experience instead and when I applied a few years later to a different school, I was accepted.
    For today, my recommendation is eat some comfort food and watch some dramas 💕

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      💕 thanks i didnt really expect to bawl so much but i guess i wasnt expecting to be rejected (lol the confidence) 💔

      im just embarassed to my mentor who believed in me & now i have to spend her money applying elsewhere (which i dont really know how since the topic/course only offered in one place in my country)

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    Don’t be embarrassed but try somewhere else or next time. It is saddening for sure (I have been in the same place) but what is meant to be will reach you so I hope you wait for that.

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    I’m sorry to hear this. But don’t give up! If grad school is your goal, try again. As other Beanies mentioned apply to different schools and programs. You might have better luck! Sending you a big hug!!!!!!!!!

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    Aww, I’m so sorry to hear this. But if I may say, please don’t feel embarrassment or despair. Not all is lost. I don’t know when and I don’t know how, but I know another opportunity to go to grad school will come your way. Do not give up. Please know that I wish you all the best.

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    Awww,dear. Don’t be sad! This is really for your best. I’m sure there is another school will accept your passion toward the subject you like. It happened to me years ago and then I accepted in different school. I know you are really sad right now but remember this is has nothing to do with being smart or not. The admission rejected people for thier reasons which most of this not reasonable.

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      waaah thank u. πŸ™‚ if you all could just see ive been alternating between bawling and laughing or being angry the last few hours. but yes, i;ll get over this.

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        I can imagine. I first cried then become angry then laugh. I lost my confident as well but after three years I saw how lucky I was when I didn’t accept it in that school. All of this part of growing up process. Fight my dear! πŸ™‚
        In such hard time, sweet and good drama to watch πŸ™‚

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    Im so so so sorry. It hurts now but in the end it’ll shape you. it’s no big deal and it’s what I call Β«fateΒ». Maybe it’s a sign for you to do something else. And if not, try again. While you wait, try something else. And you’ll maybe like the something else more. it’s just another obstacle but not the end. Hope this helps <3 Fighting!

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<3

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Never fails. I always either get Jin or Joon 😂β™₯️

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Its only an overnight Cebu trip next week for a medical conference but Im excited. πŸ˜€

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