Beanie level: Rooftop room dweller

what a day!!! started with a lot of crying, because granny is sick, then burglars in my basement, doubts and bad thoughts but evening, I go shopping and… my oppa, my love, who lives in Spain, drinking wine on my street, we talk and I walk him back to where he is staying and it… was like a scene from a drama except reverse roles, it´s crazy. But I am so happy!!! I am rolling on my bed and giggling – another kdrama moment. Wondering if I should have invited my bestie over to share soju and spill all except I don´t drink. I am so happy it wouldn´t matter if I died now.

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    and you know, just before I had already walked past that bar and thought it is a place where I might see him (he´s been in Tallinn 5 days but I hadn´t) and I thought it would be nice to just walk through Kalamaja and voila. I think time also stopped and all went slo mo mode. premonitions

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    ❤❤❤❤

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question: is there a twisted love story among kdramas similar to Spike & Buffy?

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um, just keywords: colleague, not his girlfriend, back room, walking in, staying polite, should I tell the girlfriend.

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    A scheming kdrama baddie would take out life insurance policies on them, then tell her 🙂

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    If the two of you are close friends and talk about this kind of thing regularly. If not, I wouldn’t because it could have been an offhand compliment to someone…but you also know the context better.

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when you know that likes will keep on coming if you post Seo In Guk gifs.

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when you lied to someone about being away from town and not able to meet but they spot you at the evening concert and you´re all heart attack

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    and yes, that´s horrible of me, but I do it often and then I wonder why I have no friends. but truth is I am just sociophobic and merely talking (apart from 2 people on the whole planet, granny and oppa) takes all my energy

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      oops!
      But I do understand. I usually have “plans” or a “commitment” at home – with my laptop and dramas.

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when you said nothing is going to make you change your mind but they offer to send you to Barcelona for a week.

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how you look at the enthusiastic newbies in your company as a 7 year veteran, knowing misery will hit them soon enough

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you see something you like – TAKE IT. nauw. right nauw. don´t wait, life is short. NEVER LET LOVE GET AWAY.

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you swear you had every plan to act cool and collected next to your crush. you SWEAR.

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you know what´s the worst thing in the world is? trying to act like a buddy to the love of your life who found a new flame. WORST. But you keep at it cause you love them.

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when your passive agressive head of shift has called you for 10 minutes but you´re lost in thoughts like a deer in the headlights

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kdrama trope attack: fuck cancer, stop taking the nice people, why not take criminals? you piece of shit!

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    that makes you think how important evil is 😛
    good can be sacrificed many times over to defeat one evil 🙂

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      yeah well, let´s have a drama where the villain has cancer.
      tho I don´t wish that to anyone

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        Ya.. the next drama they will have the villain celebrate his birthday in mid july 😛

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So I deleted Instagram completely will need to do the same with Pinterest & other gadgets. Time is precious. Moving towards 80% less internet time. Facebook lured me back but keeping it inactive mostl

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    Mostly. Hard, as I now have 0 friends in real life. Right now I just want to cry , feel like Ill be totally alone. But maybe I will get used to it?

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      Hard to believe 0 friends…
      … there are always Dramabeans friends, plus maybe cats and or dogs works for me

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    But I will become a drama cliche and force myself to always be cheerful and upbeat so no one will know how lonely I am.

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    Is this permanently? If so, Im proud of you!! I did this no social media thing for a month back in january and felt so productive and so free but i got sucked back in soon after 😭 this socia media thing is scary

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      I first need to change all the passwords to sites I still need to use (need, not want!) because I was lazy and logged in with Facebook if I delete now I wont have access to those sites. but it is also to not share any data.

      yes, it is permanent. it is an addiction and I sure dont want it back. I hope to be more available to actual people and none of the Facebook friends have ever wanted to meet in real life. I keep trying but they dont want to so to hell with them.

      of course there is Dramabeans and I am so so grateful for thwat but I really really really need real connection. a touch, a hug, a smile, something, anything. otherwise I will feel like a ghost and this is what I realized we are on internet. we are like ghosts.

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        I’ve read accounts of studies that claim to show that social networking make people less happy, not more. Don’t recall details.

        I wouldn’t know personally. Never been on Facebook, Twitter, etc, etc. Dramabeans is the closest I’ve ever come to being socially-network-y. And I don’t think DB makes people less happy.

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          that’s a good life you’re living! to hell with all these instant “connections” — real connections are where it’s at. somebody asked me recently if i’d rather live my childhood in this age or in the age that i did and i said i wouldn’t change anything abt my childhood. the days of playing outside for hours, of books

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            it did temporarily bring some happiness. but it´s not that I dont have any friends because of social media, I got on social media cause I was tired of never belonging to circles and nobody even talking to me. sharing jokes and stories that made people laugh was nice, every now and then you would meet a person who says I made their day with a pun or a funny story from the museum. But soon I wasnt happy about that because if they could see and read, why did they never visit when I invited? so I refuse to be the clown to entertain them any longer when I got nothing back.

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      peach&mango, there are apps that disable newsfeed (Newsfeed eradicator) that help you to avoid scrolling trap.

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when oppa has been seeming distant but then he sends u a cutesy selfie & a video of him playing an instrument in the middle of the night, & u feel like someone gave you candy

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when you take your sweet pleasure in knowing you already had the perfect comeback prepared to an opponents insult before they even opened their mouth:

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when you listen to the song of your girl crush on repeat and daydreaming of meeting her.

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when you really like a friend but they mock your favorite band:

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all the teamwork trainings be like:

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this is very strange but yknow when someone has a pimple on their face and you keep staring wondering what will happen if you squeeze it (you know, what, but…)

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how time to go to work on a saturday arrives:

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