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[OST Corner] Goodbye My Love

My tears remember
They fill up your space
It’s impossible to erase you, no matter how I try
You’ve become my everything…


Goodbye My Love” (from Fated to Love You) is one of the few OSTs that I knew about even before watching the drama. When I stumbled on the soundtrack and saw that it was Ailee’s, I just had to give it a listen because there was no way I was going to skip any Ailee OST after listening to her “Tears Stole the Heart” from Secret.

One of the reasons I love soundtracks more than regular songs is because I can connect them with a particular scene from the drama/movie they’re from, or to the show’s overall vibe. And whenever the soundtrack comes up in a playlist, I’m mentally back in the world of that drama.

With “Goodbye My Love,” I did not have that. I went in blind, but that didn’t stop me from being hit with a wave of sadness on my first listen. Subsequent listens — having checked out the lyrics, and with Ailee’s beautifully sorrowful voice in my ears — finally drove me to watch the drama almost a year later because I had to connect the OST with the drama. I just had to experience for myself the exact emotions that drove the song. And when I eventually did… gah!

This OST was specially reserved for heart-wrenching scenes in the drama like Lee Gun’s drive through the tunnel as he recovered his memories about Kim Mi-young and their baby, when Mi-young underwent that surgery, and later on when she finally learned why he pushed her away. While their world was falling apart in these moments, mine was falling into place, because finally, I could connect with the song, and it became all the more meaningful to me.

It’s been years, but this OST still leaves me with a gloomy feeling whenever I hear it. And you can be sure that I’m listening with my eyes closed and singing along like the only participant in a karaoke contest.

…you will think of me at least once
I hope you look back on us from time to time
That’s all I need until the day we meet again
I will wait, it’s only a momentary goodbye
Goodbye my love.

 
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In the last (first) "OST Corner," @OhSoEnthusiastic, @IsaGC, and ar_arguably romantic @asianromance had a conversation about guessing which drama an OST came from.

Dramabeans actually had this game back in 2017, and the audio still works if Beanies want to play or experience a wave of nostalgia.

https://www.dramabeans.com/2017/02/dramabeans-pub-trivia-test-your-k-drama-trivia-knowledge/

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Thank you!!! I'm going to give it a try :D

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That's so cool.

Thanks for sharing!

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After listening it, Lyn is really the queen of the OST :p

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Every time I listen to this song I remember the car accident. 🥺
Such a heartbreaking song for a heartbreaking drama.

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I didn't remember this song at all. Maybe it's been too long since I watched Fated to Love You 🤔? Thanks for sharing this. I like that this corner is helping us discover/rediscover some great songs.

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There are OSTs that as a non-Korean speaker I have to learn because it speaks so clearly to me after I look up the words. The music draws me in and I just start singing like a baby mimicking sounds. I feel guilty I don’t know what I’m singing, so I end up learning every word! This one I did sing (one of two Ailee songs I’ve learned), but only can do it with her voice in the other ear. No one can do this song like her! The story behind how we found this show to watch was through the You tube OST video that starts with the car wreck. It kept popping up on our feed to watch (which my husband and I used to do before bed on our tv). Finally, we did and don’t regret a second of it. He still rewatches scenes!

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"One of the reasons I love soundtracks more than regular songs is because I can connect them with a particular scene from the drama/movie they’re from" - I agree!! I have a separate playlist for OSTs because each one takes me right back to a particular scene, and it's especially more vibrant and memorable if its a track that plays during a particularly angst, poignant, sad, and/or melancholic scene.

It's almost like the Pensieve from Harry Potter in that sense. The OSTs are like little time vaults with memories locked into them and when you listen to it, no matter where or when you are, you immediately get transported back to not only the scene it plays in but also the memories of when you first heard it/watched that drama.

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This! And Jung Dong Ha's "Destiny Sonata" (운명 같은 너) bring me back to this drama. My mom, niece and I have rewatched the show several times and played the music a few times over!

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Agree. Ailee does outstanding OST work, this song is one of her best ones, and the drama makes good use of it. An even greater signal for me that it's great is that I haven't watched the drama since it aired but I've listen to this song dozens of times each year since.

I think Heart to Heart, a drama that you simply cannot find anywhere reputable, had an OST that both deeply connects to the drama and sounds like a standalone, cohesive album. Would love to see a discussion of that, but alas, the drama's unavailability makes it improbable.

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Oh it's funny. I love Heart to Heart and rewatched it several times, but I don't remember at all the OST, not even one song.

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hahaha That is funny. I own the OST, so I listen to it every so often and think about how I cannot watch the drama. loooool

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This song epitomizes ‘truck of doom’.

Whenever I hear it, it’s firstly the car accident, then Jang Hyuk’s drive in the tunnel, and the numerous scenes of Jang Nara’s sufferings on her own. It arouses sadness in the most glorious way if I could describe it that way.

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And I just hit playing this clip after submitting the post… well, tears gushing out automatically as the song is played. Such is the power of the song and this drama.

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I didn't watch this drama.

I really loved the TW original one and I couldn't watch the Korean one because of the choice of the actors (whom I really like but not for these roles).

I didn't know this song. It's really a good one.

Even if I don't watch some dramas, I still listen their OST but this one went under my OST radar.

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Fated to Love You is one of my favorite romance/rom-com dramas of all time, and this song is one of the few drama songs I automatically recognize as being from this drama. I think it's actually the first song from a drama I ever bought, and for a long time, was the only drama song in my iTunes. I've bought many drama soundtracks since then, although strangely, I've never completed the Fated to Love You soundtrack. I definitely need to remedy that.

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I still have it in my playlist along with Ken's My Love (no, it's not because I'm a hardcore VIXX fan, really). Which is a good metaphor for the whole show - it's both heart-wrenching AND a happy pill. And everything in between. Again, classic)))

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I haven't watched this drama, but this song is gorgeous so thanks for sharing! I've actually started watching a lot of dramas because I heard a song from the OST that I loved (Run On and The Greatest Love for example), and some of them have ended up being absolute favorites.

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