Hi beanies,
I am feeling not great at the moment. Our house is almost 30 years old and is in need of renovation. When I was young, we didn’t have enough money to do that and I was pretty understanding about it because I understood our financial condition. My parents were already sending me to a really great school. The problem is that as I grew older, dad got transferred to other cities and since he came home during the weekends, he didn’t have enough time to oversee the renovation. I’m now completing my first semester in college now and everything is still the same and it has kind of had a negative effect on my self esteem and that of my brother. While I understand the condition of my father, it still hurts that our condition isn’t improving. I really haven’t had any friends over at my place and I know that people have things much harder, but it still hurts a bit.