Happy new year Beanies! Sorry I went away for a while, holidays and IRL stuff happened. I hope everyone enjoyed the holidays. Finally got to finish AMA and my heart broke for some characters.

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    Happy New Year!

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    Happy New Year Purpleink!!! I hope you enjoyed AMA to the end 😘😘

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      Thank you nad Happy New Year to you too @13infamyss 😘 I did but it was stressful to watch the last few episdoes 😂I feared for all the characters. Also that gif is adorable, Happy New Year Yanzhen❤ One of the best dramas of 2019!

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        I know! My heart really dropped seeing Yanlin at the end, I was like not you too!!!! Iā€™m glad he pushed through!

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          I almost screamed at the screen! Gash it was almost frustrating with all the deaths happenings😭 I mostly mourn Huang Song 💔, was also really scared that Tingbai would die there. So happy that he and Manting finally got together though! And her giving him a quick kiss, I clapped my hands like a seal at that 😂🤣

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            def! at least we’ve got one OTP who kissed 😭😭😭

            Definitely heartbroken for Huang Song. I didn’t want to talk about him a lot because I don’t deal with deaths well, even fictional characters’, but my heart was just so broken for him. I keep thinking about his dreams, his family that he loved so much that he put them first before him…… And how all the boys were touched by Song’s good nature.

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            Yes 😭 Sad we did not get to see any Xiang Xiang and Yanzhen kiss though 💔

            Did not see hes death comeing at all so I was really shocked at first. Thought that when they took him to the hospital that there would be a fair chanse for him to pull through 😭😭😭 I was so sad so I even dreamed about him that night. I also don’t deal with death so well, it’s just to sad. Huang Song deserved the whole world, he was so precious and he meant to much to all the boys.

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            Dir I cry my eyes out for Huang Song and even bully Li Wenzhong? 😭😭
            Did I scream when I thought Yanlin was a goner? 😱😱
            Did I almost bite my fingers off when I thought Tingbai might get killed? 😳😳
            Did I throw invisible tomatoes at my wall when Xianrong gave her long monologue with crazy laugh? 🤬🤬
            Did I squeal and jump around when Manting kissed Tingbai? 😍😍

            Gosh those final episodes nearly killed me with all the feels. Now allow me to go rewatch the last 10 minutes. 😏

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            Did I do almost exacly the same @wishfultoki? 😂 I was terrified that Tingbai would get killed 😭And when Xianrong did that maniac laughter I new that she had finally lost her mind completly, she was crazy!
            When realising that Yanlin survived I jumped out of joy! And squeled a lot when Tingbai and Manting kissed ❤
            Huang Song hurt me the most 💔😭 Also cried when bully Li Wenzhong did the stupid thing and died. Was even more sad when the flower girl saw his grave and did almost remember him but he had ripped out hes page from her book so she could not check it, that was just cruel💔

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            @wishfultoki @purpleink93 You guys!!!! 😭😭😭😭 Stop making me rewatch 😭😭😭😭😭😭 Stop giving me back the feels 😭😭😭It’s 2020. 😭😭😭😭

            I def hurt the most when the flashback of Wenzhong bullying Song on Episode 1 came on. Like noooooo, don’t do this to me. Don’t show me that. Don’t show me montage of what they went through so much in two years that they had become tight comrades who would die for each other. Nooo.

            And let’s not start with the florist. She came unexpectedly and broke me too. A tear fell not knowing why she was sad seeing his tomb. sniff.

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            But it’s so good 😭 Love how thing drama can give us so many feels.

            That was so cruel when they did that, like don’t rub it in – it already hurt so much 💔😭😭😭 It hurted so much watching the montage of them all.

            I just wanted her to remember, even though it may be the best for her not to 😭😭💔💔💔 That was just too sad. Still crying over that.

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