I have to admit that this week and weekend were a bit rough (emotionally) for me, which is why I dropped off Day 7 and Day 8 of Love, February. I know it’s not a big deal, and all of you are such lovely poets, writers, photographers…aficionados of beauty…would anyone even notice that I hadn’t posted with 30+ notifications that others had?
But, failing to remain faithful is something I dislike in myself. When I give my word, I give my honor. I wanted to do Love, February, so I want to see it through. I don’t like disappointing others, nor myself. And I fear sometimes I fail more than I like.
But, love is something more forgiving and more severe than I can imagine. Sometimes love is giving when I’m already running on empty. Sometimes love is getting up for the 89th time after falling and failing again. Because love never truly fails in the end.
pineapplegongzhu
February 9, 2020 at 1:20 PM
Day 8 (belatedly): Faithfulness
I have to admit that this week and weekend were a bit rough (emotionally) for me, which is why I dropped off Day 7 and Day 8 of Love, February. I know it’s not a big deal, and all of you are such lovely poets, writers, photographers…aficionados of beauty…would anyone even notice that I hadn’t posted with 30+ notifications that others had?
But, failing to remain faithful is something I dislike in myself. When I give my word, I give my honor. I wanted to do Love, February, so I want to see it through. I don’t like disappointing others, nor myself. And I fear sometimes I fail more than I like.
But, love is something more forgiving and more severe than I can imagine. Sometimes love is giving when I’m already running on empty. Sometimes love is getting up for the 89th time after falling and failing again. Because love never truly fails in the end.
Love,
February
pineapplegongzhu
February 9, 2020 at 1:21 PM
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bam 🐢🐌💖~
February 9, 2020 at 1:28 PM
Never.
A big ol’ hug to you for the week, and a big ol’ thank you for continuing on even with everything happening with you.
Thank you so much.
Rumi~
February 9, 2020 at 2:12 PM
Cheers to your persistence 🥂👍🏻
Ally
February 9, 2020 at 5:26 PM
I haven’t posted every day either. Don’t feel bad—it’s life.