day six

tell me you want me.
tell me you need me.
tell me you miss me.
or tell me you hate me.

i can’t read your mind
and i won’t prêtend to.
the uncertainty of my place in your life
confuses me
frustrates me
angers me
but worst of all — it makes me afraid.

what if after six months you decide
we were never the right fit ?
how will i pick up the pieces of my shattered heart
and tape them back together ?

being with you feels right
and at the moment
i don’t want anyone else

so if we’re not meant to be
please do me a favor and set me free.

Love,
February 🌹

aka why is dating so difficult?