An era gone by.
A habit almost forgotten.
A love half- remembered.
Memory. Nostalgia. Beanies.

Dramabeans taught me how to love dramas along with a community. DB also helped me find & enjoy my other faves & form lifelong friendships.

But then DB made me super analyse every drama and at times ruin the dramas for myself. It made me almost hate one of my favourite hobby- watching dramas. I stayed away, I lurked. I lurked & still stayed away.

Yet, DB is still a part of me as much as I am a part of the history of DB. I spent major moments of my life here and I will keep coming back to stay in touch with that era of me. The era when I became MUCHIE- my online fangirl self.

Love, February.

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    So beautiful, Muchie.💚

    You killed me: “But then DB made me super analyse every drama and at times ruin the dramas for myself. It made me almost hate one of my favourite hobby- watching dramas.” 😂 I know that feeling so well.
    I always tun away when I see someone talking about Flower Boy Next Door, Black or Gu Family Book, because I know most beanies don’t like those shows.

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    Hi Muchie! How are you?

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      RaOnAh!! I am good.. how have you been?

      JB keeps calling Seungyoon his only celebrity friend & that always makes me think of you!

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        Aww! That’s so sweet! I’m doing well. Although Jay B and Jinyoung have to go to the military this year so I’m not looking forward to that 💔

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    Love you, unnie~

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    I feel this so much! Cheers to our online fangirl selves!

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    I was like that once, too. Without knowing, I became a very critical analyzer, and the love I had for dramas vanished.

    Then I realized life wasn’t all or nothing. I tried not to engage in convos that I didnt really agree with, and tried to say what I wanted to say and how I really felt. Being snarky was fun, but I realized I didn’t need to try to be someone i was not.

    I love the critique part of this community as well as the more light-hearted and fun part. Im learning to say I enjoy something, again, without having to justify it.

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    Welcome back Muchie!

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    Before DB i didn’t know people could talk about dramas so deeply and analyse every little details with so much thought!
    Now, i just skip the comments if i dont have the headspace to deal with any hyper-analysis 😅

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    nearly done with backreading, hi Muchie πŸ™‚ , hoping you’re fine and that life treats you well 😘.
    I’m not here often (more on discord), just logged because Love, February is just well love 😁.

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