This is a quote from an interview with Liu Hao Ran (NIF2’s PingJing). The part about the wind reminds me of the word “Fuyao” and its meaning:
That’s why Liu Hao Ran wrote The Eye of the Storm. In his acting projects, he is portraying a character, but the stories in the book are entirely his own. Photography is a great way to record unfiltered reality, so the young actor and his young photographer wanted to keep the pictures as natural as possible. In his book, Liu Hao Ran mentions that maybe in a few years, when he’s no longer as young, he will be “heavier”. His hope is, at that time, he will no longer panic when he’s being carried by high speed, spinning winds, and that he will no longer worry about giving so much that he is left feeling hollow. “What if the wind is bigger then?”, the youth asks. But when it comes to growing up, there have never been any clear answers. The wind can enable you to fly very high; it can take you to the ocean, or it can keep you on the meadow or in the forest – it can take you anywhere.