Haha…. LOL!!! But I’m sure you looked good even with green hair… Actually I always wanted to have that kind of hair and you know.. rebel a bit and stop being so good.
Yeah, I had green, blue, white, orange, blonde, red, purple and silver hair…without counting the combinations…like when a pulled a “Harley Quinn” hairstyle!
Now they are black with purple streaks 😉 !
*blushing*
Well thanks!
I don’t know if I enjoy my life…I think it’s human to want more…I mean, I don’t feel like I “have it all” yet…for example, I don’t have kids yet but…
I enjoy who I am!
Don’t you?
Mmm.. Kind of.. For me, exams and dramas are everything to me. Recently, I did my university entrance exam and they’ll announce the results this December so I will be really happy if I get into a university because I sacrificed quite a lot for the exam. So I didn’t really enjoy life as much as other kids my age. But I’m gonna try everything this time! I’m not gonna be bothered about what the others think. Thanks for the support. See, even your mere existence is a support to people like me!
Studying is really important so it’s normal that it was your main worry…I suppose that to “enjoy” who you are, you have to be kinda “complete” and maybe, that’s not the case for you, just yet, but it’s coming and with the maturity…and the little sparkle of crazy that you display, at the end of your “journey”, I’m sure you will enjoy the wonderful person you’ll become…
I too kinda have it. But mine is a lot more weirder and creepier. I used to wake up exactly at 3.15 am… And after some time I started waking up at 4.15 am.. So now I sleep with my lights on.
unni, should I make you feel better? I have two sisters. One younger, one elder and they’re both good swimmers like really good. They’re national level swimmers. But I’m the fat ugly second daughter my parents want to hide. Which is probably why I threw myself in between books. My sister was the “ace” in school and my mom always wanted me to tell other people that I’m her sister in order to gain recognition. My sisters would leave home for school at 6 in the morning and would return home at 9 pm after practices. Since my mom has to go pick them up, I have to prepare dinner, do the dishes, wash the clothes, etc.. So I was basically the servant. And my sister calls me a loser for always staying at home and for being a good nothing. She makes fun of me saying only ugly guys hit on me. And I would get scolded for not doing house chores, for not tutoring my little sister, etc. What’s worse is that they aren’t strangers but your own family.
Yeah, 7 is a very good night for me! I only sleep more when I’m sick 😉 !
You know, I’m alright, I don’t feel bad about myself, but now I do for you…
I’m sorry to read all that about your family. It’s harsh when the person who are supposed to love you unconditionally don’t love you enough.
But don’t forget that with all the books you read, you will make a career for yourself…and one day, a man will see who you truly are, and he’ll love you unconditionally, like your parents should! Don’t worry! And hang in there dear!
Don’t worry! I’m all used to it now. And I don’t really believe in stuff like love or anything. Kdramas will do it for me. Besides, I have my best friend of 14 years with me to share whatever it is! She has always been my friend even when other kids didn’t really like me. So it’s all good! Thanks for worrying!
yuelie
October 7, 2017 at 3:17 AM
Good morning Yorobun!
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October 7, 2017 at 5:16 AM
Hey! Goood mooorning!!!!! 🙂 For some reason, I want to keep calling you unni… Is that okay? I’ll be your dongseng. I looove bothering unnis you see…
yuelie
October 7, 2017 at 6:04 AM
No problem, you can call me Unni…I’m in peace with my “near Ajumma” status! lol
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October 7, 2017 at 7:39 AM
Haha.. LOL.. But you’ll forever be my unni! Strangely I like you for some unknown reason..
I think this time I really need some professional help!
yuelie
October 7, 2017 at 10:41 AM
Don’t worry about that, most of the beanies are a little crazy too, but in the good way as well as you 😉 !
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October 7, 2017 at 6:14 PM
Aww.. You’re so kind. But always feel free to tell me if you feel like I’m going beyond crazy… Hehe..
yuelie
October 8, 2017 at 4:28 AM
Don’t worry, I’ll tell you, but I highly doubt it! It’s hard to shock me, I’m a pastafarian goth who used to have green hair…lol
Too many biases...
October 8, 2017 at 5:33 AM
Haha…. LOL!!! But I’m sure you looked good even with green hair… Actually I always wanted to have that kind of hair and you know.. rebel a bit and stop being so good.
yuelie
October 8, 2017 at 6:40 AM
Yeah, I had green, blue, white, orange, blonde, red, purple and silver hair…without counting the combinations…like when a pulled a “Harley Quinn” hairstyle!
Now they are black with purple streaks 😉 !
Too many biases...
October 8, 2017 at 6:46 AM
Woah! Unni you’re the best!! I’ll definitely follow your steps! You really enjoy your life don’t you? Wow! I want to be like you!!!
yuelie
October 8, 2017 at 10:29 AM
*blushing*
Well thanks!
I don’t know if I enjoy my life…I think it’s human to want more…I mean, I don’t feel like I “have it all” yet…for example, I don’t have kids yet but…
I enjoy who I am!
Don’t you?
Too many biases...
October 8, 2017 at 4:57 PM
Mmm.. Kind of.. For me, exams and dramas are everything to me. Recently, I did my university entrance exam and they’ll announce the results this December so I will be really happy if I get into a university because I sacrificed quite a lot for the exam. So I didn’t really enjoy life as much as other kids my age. But I’m gonna try everything this time! I’m not gonna be bothered about what the others think. Thanks for the support. See, even your mere existence is a support to people like me!
yuelie
October 9, 2017 at 7:38 AM
Studying is really important so it’s normal that it was your main worry…I suppose that to “enjoy” who you are, you have to be kinda “complete” and maybe, that’s not the case for you, just yet, but it’s coming and with the maturity…and the little sparkle of crazy that you display, at the end of your “journey”, I’m sure you will enjoy the wonderful person you’ll become…
Too many biases...
October 9, 2017 at 5:16 PM
Awww.. Thanks! But then again it’s too bad I was sleeping again when you replied to me!!!! UGH!
yuelie
October 9, 2017 at 6:33 PM
I guess the time difference is big between us…it’s 3:33 am here…
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October 9, 2017 at 7:00 PM
And you’re up at that time? It’s 7.30 am here.
yuelie
October 9, 2017 at 7:46 PM
Yeah, I’m kinda insomniac…
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October 10, 2017 at 1:27 AM
I too kinda have it. But mine is a lot more weirder and creepier. I used to wake up exactly at 3.15 am… And after some time I started waking up at 4.15 am.. So now I sleep with my lights on.
yuelie
October 10, 2017 at 4:40 AM
*laughing*
Yes, definitely weird!
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October 10, 2017 at 6:10 AM
But then, are you okay? Having sleepless nights is not a good thing…
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October 10, 2017 at 6:18 AM
Unni, if you’re going through a rough time…. go through your own fan wall!
LOL!!! I’m so good at bad jokes..
yuelie
October 10, 2017 at 6:42 AM
I do sleep a few hours every night…sometimes, I even sleep like 7 hours!
Don’t worry, I’ve been like this for years now! lol
Too many biases...
October 10, 2017 at 6:46 AM
Sometimes you even sleep like 7 hours??? You think that’s a lot?? The minimum I sleep is 7 hours!!!
Too many biases...
October 10, 2017 at 7:01 AM
unni, should I make you feel better? I have two sisters. One younger, one elder and they’re both good swimmers like really good. They’re national level swimmers. But I’m the fat ugly second daughter my parents want to hide. Which is probably why I threw myself in between books. My sister was the “ace” in school and my mom always wanted me to tell other people that I’m her sister in order to gain recognition. My sisters would leave home for school at 6 in the morning and would return home at 9 pm after practices. Since my mom has to go pick them up, I have to prepare dinner, do the dishes, wash the clothes, etc.. So I was basically the servant. And my sister calls me a loser for always staying at home and for being a good nothing. She makes fun of me saying only ugly guys hit on me. And I would get scolded for not doing house chores, for not tutoring my little sister, etc. What’s worse is that they aren’t strangers but your own family.
yuelie
October 10, 2017 at 8:21 AM
Yeah, 7 is a very good night for me! I only sleep more when I’m sick 😉 !
You know, I’m alright, I don’t feel bad about myself, but now I do for you…
I’m sorry to read all that about your family. It’s harsh when the person who are supposed to love you unconditionally don’t love you enough.
But don’t forget that with all the books you read, you will make a career for yourself…and one day, a man will see who you truly are, and he’ll love you unconditionally, like your parents should! Don’t worry! And hang in there dear!
Too many biases...
October 10, 2017 at 8:33 AM
Don’t worry! I’m all used to it now. And I don’t really believe in stuff like love or anything. Kdramas will do it for me. Besides, I have my best friend of 14 years with me to share whatever it is! She has always been my friend even when other kids didn’t really like me. So it’s all good! Thanks for worrying!
yuelie
October 10, 2017 at 8:53 AM
Well, if you’re ok, than it’s good…but don’t hesitate otherwise, ok?!
Too many biases...
October 10, 2017 at 5:45 PM
Okay unni! *salute*
yuelie
October 10, 2017 at 5:48 PM
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October 10, 2017 at 5:52 PM
Awww.. Thank you… Best unni EVER! heee..
yuelie
October 10, 2017 at 6:10 PM
You’re welcome sweetie!