Beanie level: Eunuch in drag

I’m confused. I don’t know whether I like this guy or not! He keeps popping into my mind it’s so annoying! Maybe it’ll be fine after some time? It has only been a month since I’ve started knowing him.

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Comfort me beanies! Today I pressed the panic button at work without knowing and sirens were going off in the whole building. Embarrassed to the point I where I want to quit!

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    aw I got embarrassing moment too at work few months ago. It took time, but eventually I could survive without overthink my co-workers’ side eyes hahaha.
    you too can pass that!

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OH MY GAWD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’ve become a eunuch in drag!!!! The best gift I can ever get after a hard day at work!

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I was so stupid! I made the same mistake again. I’m really pathetic. I’m posting this because I have no one to talk, because this is where I have friends. Because people DO want to talk with me here.

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    Don’t be too hard on yourself beanie. As the saying goes, “Mistakes are proof that you are trying.”

    Hugs to you though โค๏ธ

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      Thanks for the hug, but I seriously shouldn’t be trying this. Your reply to my post made me realize that I’ve been trying… Now I feel sorry for myself. It’s okay. I will learn a lesson from this anyway. Yeah, it’s okay…

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      And I’m really really embarrassed. I can’t believe it! After everything I went through… I still expect it?? Wow! I must be crazy really!

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        I have this conversation with myself way to often. When I try things and they don’t work (especially recently when nothing seems to be working out). So while I think you’re being to hard on yourself I won’t say it because I certainly wouldn’t listen to it. I will say you vent your own heart out here! Beanieland is such a welcoming community. I get what its like to not feel like people want to talk to you irl maybe thats the case maybe it isnt (for me its embarrassing to talk to irl people about how often and how hard I’m failing at everything) but I’ll leave you with a song. I love this song and I’ve been listening to it a LOT recently. Maybe it’ll help you too.
        https://youtu.be/BKbNsxhrG7c

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    Everybody makes mistakes. Mistakes help you to learn how to do better next time. So you shouldn’t feel so defeated. Stay strong! 💖

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      Thanks for all the comforting words. But this guy said that he doesn’t really want to talk with me…. Aish! I could die from the embarrassment!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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        Pss.. He doesn’t deserve your attention if he is being that inconsiderate with your feelings. Donยดt waste your time and energy with people that hurt you.

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          Sigh… I’m embarrassed and hurt! I mean, well I can’t blame him. Even when I was in school it was the same. No one really wanted to talk to me so I’m ALMOST used to it but not completely.

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            Hang in there. I know how you feel. I’ve always been the most talkative and opinionated of my few friends and I feel like half the time they just want me to shut up, but like what Se-hee says, you really only need one good friend, and I found a friend who let’s me go on and on and on. Even if you haven’t found one now, you will eventually. Never be afraid to put yourself out there. It’s their loss not yours if they push you away.

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First time sneaking dramabeans from work. Uh oh! Manager is coming this way… Phew.. He went the other way! And it’s only been 2 weeks since I started working. I’m following the path of other beanies

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    Congratulations on your first DB-sneaking from work 🎉🎊
    I do it almost everyday 😂

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      Haha.. LOL and thanks. Great to hear that many people does this because I felt like I did a crime when I sneakily closed the dramabeans tab when the manager came inside.

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    it’s so hard not to sneak a peek even while at work.Congrats and good luck in the future sneak peeks 😜

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    I come on DB whenever I can while at work. I’ve given up on watching dramas though because I get interrupted way too much.

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    I pretend it’s a matter of life and death to get my daily 20 minutes on the computer (not an office job)

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    I was finally getting trained in the childrens department at the library a few days ago and my trainer forgot she was supposed to be training me for like 2 hours. I was SO TEMPTED to come to DB or at least my old friend pinterest (I have whiled away SO many hours on pinterest while at work–all under the umbrella of program planning. What is all of these searches for kdramas? A kdrama program…of course….) but I resisted. I had only been there 5 days. It seemed too soon.

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      And I’ve been there only for two weeks. I think I should stop doing that. My manager is so kind and caring so I can’t bear to see him disappointed.

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        I would say look and see what the other employees do. At the library there are at times hours of downtime when you’re stuck at the desk by yourself, no patrons and nothing in particular to do. Back before I had programming and stuff to do I would email fanfiction to myself and read that at the desk. And then I noticed that EVERYONE had at least one website that they hung out at when they were bored (facebook being the most popular followed by instagram) and I figured as long as I got my work done, my customer service remained excellent and I kept an eye on the building it was fine to go to DB or Pinterest or read fanfiction in my email. If you were tempted you were probably experiencing downtime/maybe a bit bored at work. Don’t beat yourself up over it! Keep doing an awesome job! And not to be all–everyone else is doing it! about it, but if your coworkers pop into various websites every now and again you’d probably be fine.
        But then again. I work in the library. Its not life and death in there. It could be more problematic at your job!

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          WOW! Did you do counselling before your library job? You’re really great when it comes to advices. I’m glad that you’re here to show me the right thing to do. It’s even more amazing how you’re able to consider all angles of the situation. Like you said, I sneaked dramabeans because I was done with my job and everyone else did have facebook on their laptops..

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8th episode of Go back spouses was really good. I never had a hard time swallowing my urge to cry like this before! And I feel bad for Choi Ban Do because he really tried his best to feed his family.

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    I cried so much this eps. Watching our resident couple missed their son and mom/mother-in-law was so hard. But I’m also glad that it made them appreciate all the good things in their married life again.

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    I loved this episode so much and loved that we got to see it from Ban-do’s perspective this time, it hurt so bad seeing them missing Seo-jinie but at least now they both know that both of them were having it hard and it wasn’t just for one of them!

    And Sohn Ho-joon has such a good narrating voice 😍

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      I’m mostly glad that Jin Joo of all people got to know how hard it was for him. She probably would be able to understand him more now. Or both of them would be able to understand each other more. What they lacked wasn’t happiness or love, it was understanding.

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        Exactly! I wanted the show to show us Ban-do’s struggles because everyone seemed like they were rooting for the second lead, these two episodes were everything I wanted!

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    Loooved this episode. It was chockful with great stuff. I wonder what happens now that happens to be somewhere between 1999 and 2017. Does this mean Jin Joo stays in the past with the previous Bang Do?

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      Even I’m very curious about it. Maybe too curious because I was thinking about this when I was going in the bus and came to the conclusion that Ma Jin Joo must be just acting out that she can’t remember anything because it would be awkward for them since they got divorced. My point is, if she pretend that she can’t remember anything, she can be together with choi ban do. Not that great my thinking… I know. But I was stuck in traffic at that time.

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Hi beanies!!!!!!!!!!! I got a job so I couldn’t visit for like two weeks.. I’m happy to be back! My first job is so far good. ( And so is the boos. *wink wink*)

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An xiao qiao, I think I’m starting to like you more and more. You go girl! You shouldn’t be clinging onto a guy who doesn’t give you a second glance. #attention love

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    I started to like her when she stood up for their bullied classmate. I’m glad she’s actually doing something other than being annoying and endangering lives with her driving, though she’s still not the sharpest tool in the shed.

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This.was. HILARIOUS!

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I’m dropping this beanies. I thought beak joon was somewhat smart, but turns out she just likes to take her stress out on other people…

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Aww…. So cute! Why do the writers always give us a hard time by giving us way too good second leads???? My heart is sinking because I know how this will end…

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LOL! I love this reversal. And I love how she teaches men that women aren’t as weak as they think.

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Oh yeah!!!!!!!!!! 1000 likes!!!!!!!!!!

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Jung Hae In…. My naughty mind hit the pause button as soon as this came up on my screen. And Jae Chanssi, you don’t do that when a girl comes inside! Hopefully the poor girl got at least a glimpse.

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LOL! I though it’s the psycho chicken ahjussi… It’s robin!!

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Can I ship them? Please? Please???

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Awww and LOL! It has been her birthday…… #witch’s court

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Are you good or bad? It’s kinda hard to decide. At any rate, you better stab that rapist behind his back at the right time. I’m watching you!

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I think he’s falling for her…. hehehe..

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