we have a lot of time to think these days…sometimes i get sadder than usual
i wish we could go outside, you know? i hate that this is something all of us will remember for the rest of our lives. i hate the fact that it’s possible to get it. and even more i hate the fact that people were always going to be doomed. the more i learn, the more i want to fight. but the more i learn, the more i want to sleep. pity isn’t why i care…i just don’t see how we could live in this type of world.
then there are times when i think i’m a narcissist and that my sadness means nothing. it doesn’t really matter though. history fascinates me because it’s the literal context of our world. sometimes i forget that in my short life millenials have lived through and seen a lot. comparatively to my parents being born in the late 50s, like literal black people in the jim crow / post-jim crow era, it feels like life has been easy from a historical/political standpoint. but it hasnt.
when this is all over the world is going to be changed. i can’t believe we’re all going to remember the spring of 2020 like this. this year is terrible. i’m honestly shocked the world was hit like this because the idea of like the spanish goddamn flu is so foreign. idk what im saying. i just REALLY WISH WE COULD GO OUTSIDE. i imagine in like 2 years saying, “it was during the pandemic” and everyone at a table knowing what im talking about. every single person on this earth now has the knowledge of this experience….crazy stuff. fascinating and sad but crazy
(ps: rich people do not care about our lives and that’s just something we have to come to terms with)
Also we know they may not have any solution for climate change either. They’re just saving their money. All this is a mess but I hope we don’t forget and hold them accountable when it’s over. Humans fortunately or unfortunately move on too quickly.
the solution woudld be to not drain our energy into corps and the military. but why would we do that? the other day i learned cruise lines were still trying to run…saying the virus cant survive in heat… not only are they a massive drain on the earth but just the idea that money is better than life.
i have the same hope and fear you do. we are so fickle but the world fell more apart in a matter of almost 3 months…it’s just so sad…i feel like or i hope it will be so eye-opening
i hope you’re doing well
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amara
April 1, 2020 at 8:10 PM
we have a lot of time to think these days…sometimes i get sadder than usual
i wish we could go outside, you know? i hate that this is something all of us will remember for the rest of our lives. i hate the fact that it’s possible to get it. and even more i hate the fact that people were always going to be doomed. the more i learn, the more i want to fight. but the more i learn, the more i want to sleep. pity isn’t why i care…i just don’t see how we could live in this type of world.
then there are times when i think i’m a narcissist and that my sadness means nothing. it doesn’t really matter though. history fascinates me because it’s the literal context of our world. sometimes i forget that in my short life millenials have lived through and seen a lot. comparatively to my parents being born in the late 50s, like literal black people in the jim crow / post-jim crow era, it feels like life has been easy from a historical/political standpoint. but it hasnt.
when this is all over the world is going to be changed. i can’t believe we’re all going to remember the spring of 2020 like this. this year is terrible. i’m honestly shocked the world was hit like this because the idea of like the spanish goddamn flu is so foreign. idk what im saying. i just REALLY WISH WE COULD GO OUTSIDE. i imagine in like 2 years saying, “it was during the pandemic” and everyone at a table knowing what im talking about. every single person on this earth now has the knowledge of this experience….crazy stuff. fascinating and sad but crazy
(ps: rich people do not care about our lives and that’s just something we have to come to terms with)
wapz
April 2, 2020 at 12:48 AM
Also we know they may not have any solution for climate change either. They’re just saving their money. All this is a mess but I hope we don’t forget and hold them accountable when it’s over. Humans fortunately or unfortunately move on too quickly.
amara
April 2, 2020 at 1:12 AM
the solution woudld be to not drain our energy into corps and the military. but why would we do that? the other day i learned cruise lines were still trying to run…saying the virus cant survive in heat… not only are they a massive drain on the earth but just the idea that money is better than life.
i have the same hope and fear you do. we are so fickle but the world fell more apart in a matter of almost 3 months…it’s just so sad…i feel like or i hope it will be so eye-opening
i hope you’re doing well