dear beanies; its a lot

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    ive been feeling rather helpless and sad these days. i feel like im starting to hate being in medicine.
    i wish i could time travel to an alternate 2020 where there isnt a pandemic.

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      Hang in there 🤗🤗🤗

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      I’m right there with you. i’m in healthcare too and it just hurts. We’ll get through it… but no guarantee that we’ll come out in one piece

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        we’ll hold each other’s pieces thru the finish line. <3

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      It’s not an easy time to be in so I totally understand. Learning to accept that there are just something that are out of our control is hard. It’s taken me a while to adjust my mindset to allow myself to feel less frustrated with that helplessness. It won’t be easy but the fact that you are facing everyday with your best intentions, I think that already proves how strong of a person you are, even if you don’t think you are. And your worries about hating being in medicine…perhaps think of the time when you first decided to pursue this path and asks yourself what gave you that spark? You’re not alone, so if you need any help, us Beanies are here.

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        <3 <3 <3 you know your username makes me feel happy already. *off to get cookies*

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          hahaha the legit origin story of my username…

          This is actually the username that I’ve used since the first time I made an account for something on the internet. At the time, my cousin who was helping me set up asked me to make up a name and I couldn’t think of anything. I glanced over to the jar of cookies next to us and just said “letseatcookies” hahahaha

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      Take me with you to this alternate 2020. I can’t imagine being in medicine now. It must be incredibly draining.

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        If you go to alternate 2020, there may not be DYLB to watch. hahaha

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          It’s an alternate DYLB, romcom version, that has an unfortunate/fortunate double ToD visit.

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          It’s on an alternate Viki site with paid subbers who are super quick and accurate.

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            Does it also only consists of showing parts with just the OTP and has no annoying side characters? If so, WHERE CAN I SIGN UP?

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        it is. 🙁
        will petition for Alice to change this timeline.

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      Totally with you, it’s a lot. And pandemics pass. This one will too. I keep having to remind myself.

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        🙁 yes i try to think everyday is another day closer to the end of the pandemic *i hope* 🙁

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