ive been feeling rather helpless and sad these days. i feel like im starting to hate being in medicine.
i wish i could time travel to an alternate 2020 where there isnt a pandemic.
It’s not an easy time to be in so I totally understand. Learning to accept that there are just something that are out of our control is hard. It’s taken me a while to adjust my mindset to allow myself to feel less frustrated with that helplessness. It won’t be easy but the fact that you are facing everyday with your best intentions, I think that already proves how strong of a person you are, even if you don’t think you are. And your worries about hating being in medicine…perhaps think of the time when you first decided to pursue this path and asks yourself what gave you that spark? You’re not alone, so if you need any help, us Beanies are here.
This is actually the username that I’ve used since the first time I made an account for something on the internet. At the time, my cousin who was helping me set up asked me to make up a name and I couldn’t think of anything. I glanced over to the jar of cookies next to us and just said “letseatcookies” hahahaha
Le__Ssy
September 21, 2020 at 9:50 PM
dear beanies; its a lot
Le__Ssy
September 21, 2020 at 9:55 PM
ive been feeling rather helpless and sad these days. i feel like im starting to hate being in medicine.
i wish i could time travel to an alternate 2020 where there isnt a pandemic.
thatstp
September 21, 2020 at 10:08 PM
Hang in there 🤗🤗🤗
Le__Ssy
September 22, 2020 at 10:43 PM
<3 thanks!
acacia
September 21, 2020 at 10:50 PM
I’m right there with you. i’m in healthcare too and it just hurts. We’ll get through it… but no guarantee that we’ll come out in one piece
Le__Ssy
September 22, 2020 at 10:44 PM
we’ll hold each other’s pieces thru the finish line. <3
letseatcookies
September 21, 2020 at 11:03 PM
It’s not an easy time to be in so I totally understand. Learning to accept that there are just something that are out of our control is hard. It’s taken me a while to adjust my mindset to allow myself to feel less frustrated with that helplessness. It won’t be easy but the fact that you are facing everyday with your best intentions, I think that already proves how strong of a person you are, even if you don’t think you are. And your worries about hating being in medicine…perhaps think of the time when you first decided to pursue this path and asks yourself what gave you that spark? You’re not alone, so if you need any help, us Beanies are here.
Le__Ssy
September 22, 2020 at 10:45 PM
<3 <3 <3 you know your username makes me feel happy already. *off to get cookies*
letseatcookies
September 22, 2020 at 11:09 PM
hahaha the legit origin story of my username…
This is actually the username that I’ve used since the first time I made an account for something on the internet. At the time, my cousin who was helping me set up asked me to make up a name and I couldn’t think of anything. I glanced over to the jar of cookies next to us and just said “letseatcookies” hahahaha
mugyuljoie is preciousss
September 21, 2020 at 11:08 PM
Take me with you to this alternate 2020. I can’t imagine being in medicine now. It must be incredibly draining.
letseatcookies
September 21, 2020 at 11:23 PM
If you go to alternate 2020, there may not be DYLB to watch. hahaha
mugyuljoie is preciousss
September 22, 2020 at 12:13 AM
It’s an alternate DYLB, romcom version, that has an unfortunate/fortunate double ToD visit.
mugyuljoie is preciousss
September 22, 2020 at 12:13 AM
It’s on an alternate Viki site with paid subbers who are super quick and accurate.
letseatcookies
September 22, 2020 at 12:26 AM
Does it also only consists of showing parts with just the OTP and has no annoying side characters? If so, WHERE CAN I SIGN UP?
Le__Ssy
September 22, 2020 at 10:46 PM
it is. 🙁
will petition for Alice to change this timeline.
Ally
September 22, 2020 at 4:49 AM
Totally with you, it’s a lot. And pandemics pass. This one will too. I keep having to remind myself.
Le__Ssy
September 22, 2020 at 10:48 PM
🙁 yes i try to think everyday is another day closer to the end of the pandemic *i hope* 🙁