checkin in. watchin that short korean “bl” i think it more of a fuck u 2 homophobia + capital. it’s good timing. everything is connected. love that kid, this sad black girl from the US supports you.

rn everyday is a battle in pain. distress. thinking of death. who i am and my life on this earth, my worth and personhood and my peoples. but i blocked twitter for a day so i can’t manage social media for IWW. sometimes i sob and talk to my mom. i’m trying to read about different types of rituals for death and how to be comfortable with death. the racial trauma and psychic attacks is a little easier if i know that, even though this wasn’t their choice, they are at infinite peace. they were here, they were loved, we will honor them.

but it hurts so bad. so many of us are setting ourselves on self-destruct. i am trying to take care of myself.

hope you guys are okay. hope you’re taking a break if you’re in pain. hope you’re staying inside. and i hope you’re learnng and doing your part in some way. waht keeps me going besides knowing when we climb out of this mud at this moment is that people have finally seen it. that doesn’t mean everything is changing but that does mean many people realize a better world is possible, is coming, and multiracial solidarity and revolution is coming. we are coming from love and light. they’re coming from hate. they will never be at peace. but the ones who lost their life will. whoever is out there whatever is out there, they’re at peace.