I don’t remember when I first met you. You are just always there and you’ve always been present in my life as long as I can remember. Your presence is as normal as breathing to me. Sometimes I don’t even realize I am doing it. But if I stop, I felt it right away.

I can’t even count the countless time I’ve spent staring at you, just to capture that perfect moment. 😍

You’ve made me laugh, sometimes incredulously. 😂 You’ve made me cry, and I mean… the loud ugly sobbing cries. 😭

We have our disagreements sometimes. You’ve made me want to throw books at you 😡, and you know how precious my books are to me.

If I don’t see you for one day, I feel uneasy. I will try to clear my schedules, lose hours of my sleep and try to go the extra miles just to see you again. 😩

Why bother? You may ask. I don’t have the answer to that.

Maybe because I live vicariously through you. Maybe because you make me feels emotions that I would not be feeling otherwise in my mundane life. Or maybe… just because.

To all (H, T, J, K, C and others) dramas in my life.

Love 💗,
February