I was there when your mom announced her pregnancy. A bunch of us girls went to have some ice cream for celebration. We had so much fun mocking your dad over his choices of names, and we couldn’t wait to call you by one.
I was anxiously waiting at work when the call finally came. You had arrived at last!
I rushed to the hospital to see you after work. And there you were… so tiny, all swaddled up, wrinkly, and perfect. 😍
I signed up for babysitting duty right away, although I had never changed a diaper in my entire life before. But hey, so were your parents. If they could learn to do it, I could too! [Love powered up that optimism, you see 😊]
The first time I was left alone with you (for 45 minutes!), it was very eventful to say the least. Shall we call that the Overflowing Diaper incident? I think “Overflowing” is an understatement. I won’t delve into details, so we don’t gross out the aunties and uncles who happen to read this. But suffice to say, you and I were both in tears. 😭😭😭
I looked forward to my babysitting dates with you. You know all those cheesy things they use in dramas to illustrate people in love? I felt all of those at one point. From the way you looked at me though, I am confident my love was not unrequited!
I had fun feeding you. I had fun playing with you. I had fun seeing you dance. I was a little disappointed that you’re more into balls than books, but I can’t really fight genes, can I?
When you first called me “Auntie Whabbit!” in your cute little voice, I think my heart might have burst with pride. You still call me “Auntie Whabbit” to this day and I love it. When you took your first 10 steps without falling, I was working hard to hold back my tears. Because you know… your parents didn’t cry! I should not embarass them (or rather me) in front of everybody.
You make me feel all the feels. You made me do things I would never have done for anybody else, even myself. Learn the lyrics to nursery rhymes, watch the first 5 minutes of different movies in short period of time, pushing a stroller in a parking lot for 30+ minutes, eating in a restaurant while everyone stared at me because I seemingly had a 2 year old attached to my chest, and many many more. You didn’t remember most of what happened, but we love to laugh and giggle over the silliness of it.
Now, you’re all grown up. Taller than me. A young lady. When you texted me “Happy Birtday, Auntie Whabbit!”, I went “OMG, you have your own cellphone!” 😱 We rarely go on dates anymore. You are embarassed of public display of affection, so we can only enjoy a secret rendezvous with hugs once in a while.
I wonder what your future holds. I wonder what your future boyfriend would look like. I wonder if I’d get to see your wedding and your little one(s).
To the apple of my eyes, the 💙 of my life
Please grow up well and be healthy
that’s all I ever wish for.
What a wonderful post to end your Love, February. I have truly enjoy reading all your stories, your poems. They are absolutely a delight, just like you.
Awww.. poor buddy. That’s okay. Main ship is sailing.
His dedication is admirable. I would be touched too, if I were Fengyu. You deserves happiness!
LOL. Junlong almost-going-to-confess sessions were gold. And his dramatic dash through the storm, blaming mosquitos had me in stiches… 🤣🤣🤣🤣 You’ll get all the 🙂 stickers from me!
And ladies and gents, we have a towel scene without screaming. 🥂
Prologue Every year around this time, I think of you.
I had a chance to visit the old school recently. It brought back so much memories. It made me think of you even more.
Where do you live? How are you doing? How is your family?
Do you still remember me?
Fourth Grade
Then, it was my first day in a new school. I had just moved from the countryside to the capital city. Excited. Scared. Unsure. Alone. Frankly, I don’t remember much about that day, just that I felt relieved when it’s over. I was walking home by myself. Then I heard someone calling out to me. “Hey, aren’t we in the same class?” As it turned out, we were. And we happened to live in the same neighborhood too. We walked the same path to go home. You were a bouncy chatterbox. I mostly just listened. To be honest, you were a little annoying. You were like that little stubborn mosquito buzzing in my ear and just wouldn’t go away. We walked home together almost every day since.
Then one day, you showed up at my door. You wanted to do homework together after school. I didn’t see the reason why, but sure, why not? I confessed, I secretly enjoyed that I am slightly better in Math. So that’s how our friendship started and developed.
Fifth Grade
Then came that shocking day, my family knows yours! We all used to live in that little small town in the countryside. So when my grandma and my aunts came to visit, the entourage made a stop at your house. Frankly, that was the first time I’d ever stepped inside your house. I remembered thinking, why haven’t we do homework together at your house? Why is it always at my house? Being typical me though, I forgot all about it by the time we left.
Then it came the time, we’re now at that age. We got teased when we were seen together.
“Get a room, you two.”
“Are you dating?”
“Boyfriend~~ and girlfriend~~~” 🎶
It never bothered you as much as it bothered me. I wanted to keep a distance from you. I did have other friends I could hang out with at school. However, I didn’t know how. Plus, I came to like talking to you. I enjoyed our arguments and debates while solving math problems. Time passed by unnoticed when I was with you.
Sixth Grade
Then it happened. It was drizzling. You were walking ahead of me in a rush. I saw you and tried to keep up. Panting, I called out to you and you turned around. Suddenly, my heart did this strange thing. It started to pound. Really hard. Honestly, I thought I was dying. My face was burning. There’s suddenly this backlit light shining on you. You must have noticed it too, because you asked me what’s wrong. As a longtime drama watcher, I knew there’s nothing wrong. I was struck by love, that’s all.
Then after that day, I didn’t know how to act around you. Sometimes, things got awkward. I wondered if you’re just acting like nothing was wrong with me. I wondered if you feel the same way too. However, nothing had changed between you and I. We talked, we laughed, and we did homework together.
Then came Graduation day. You told me you are moving away to a different middle school and from the neighborhood. You were super excited about it. I congratulated you, gave you a smile and said “Keep in touch!” We’ve never seen each other again since.
Epilogue Whenever it is time to celebrate that heart fluttering thingy, I think of you.
It’s funny how my heart never does that strange thing anymore. Perhaps, I’ve gotten a lot better at guarding it now than I was then. Even after (Or IF) I find a Mr. R in the future, I think I will continue to think of you around this time of the year.
I’ve never told anyone about any of this. It’s a well kept little secret and it will always be.
Once in a while, my aunt would ask, “Whatever happened to that boy who used to come to your house all the time?” I would smile and shrug. In my heart though, I would think of you. Fondly.
How can this be, that Love, February is capturing me more than any other show?
This is such a well written post. Thank you so much for sharing it to us! My heart broke at the end of 6th grade but life is long who knows, maybe the story just began?
ok, so i’ve genuinely loved all the LF posts this year—there have been so so so many gems—but this stands out as one of my most absolute favorites. all the goosebumps. all the feels. also it sounds like the background of a solid kdrama, so:
*looks around the room* should we…do we…try to find this guy…see what’s up these days?
or let someone you trust search for it and see if it’s something worth looking more into. they can vet it for you. like maybe he’s married or a deadbeat, and then you want to know as little as possible.
but maybe he’s single and has a heart of gold and just inherited a fortune from a man whom he knew only as Mr. [Name], an ailing elderly gentleman he met at the park and began playing chess with each Wednesday, a gentleman who turned out to be his paternal grandfather in disguise, trying to find a worthy heir to leave his money to. I mean, we don’t know.
I knew his family. Really doubt the secret paternal grandpa plot. 😄
And I did try searching his name, nothing came up. I didn’t want to join social network just to get a glimpse. I think that’ll only bring in glimpses of people I don’t want to know. I asked around a couple old classmates, but no one heard anything. It’s elementary school, no one kept in touch for that long.
I was thinking along the same lines as you! I’m sure collectively we can locate the person. But as Ms. Rabbit said, maybe some memories are best left as such.
Perfect – just perfect…. and I agree with @anothernicole that this ranks right up there with some of the best.
But Ms Rabbit – some memories are better that way – as memories…
I had a boy like this in the 3rd grade. And now, I’m his doctor—walked back into my life 3 years ago. I still knew his name, and I can’t lie, my heart flipped when I saw him on my patient schedule (he has a very unique name). Now, I see his whole family—still as sweet as ever. You never know, he’s probably just as wonderful as you remember.
Grandpa’s story though, is the story of so many people who sacrificed their love so that their love can live a better life. Realistically painful. The stories in this show are so real that it seems like they’re happening around me or have happened to people I know.
Grandpa’s love story is sad and tough but unfortunately happened often back in time. Seeing the flashbacks from several parts of his love, seeing how he lived through them and seeing the grandpa he is in present day, at the end of this serie I just had the best respect for this man.
I have something in mind already for LF Thursday and Friday, but I can’t think of anything for today. I want it to be something fun though. So yea… with your encouragements, here I go again with an attempt at fake poetry with added challenge to make it rhymes. Never say ‘never’, guys….
WARNING: Read at your own risk.
DISCLAIMER: Author is not responsible for your cringes, eye-rolls and/or spitting of hot beverage.
Even Me
by Ms. Rabbit
I think it happened when I was around 2
when I dived head first to the floor
and my aunt had no clue
Of course, I remember no more
My grandpa blew his lid like he had just ingested C4
My poor aunt got an earful of chide
though she’d already felt reproachable before
Yet, she took it all in stride
At 6, I cried no more
when grandma took me to school
and left me there inside the classroom door
I remember liking grandpa’s $1 allowance than grandma’s no-candy ground rule
I wrecked my brain for number 8
but can’t come up with something great
Perhaps that fall at two bears some weight
to my brain not working straight
Though I would not get a perfect 10
for this fake poem as a score
thank you all for reading then
and trying not to snore
My one and only attempt at being a Fake Poet (see what y\’all did to me?)
An Odd to My Father
by Ms. Rabbit
I am your 1st child
the apple of your eyes
an epitome of daddy\’s girl
the child everyone in the family was waiting for
Your grandson was barely 3 months old when you fell sick
He was a cute little baby
who looks nothing like our family
except for the fact that he is a tad too heavy
It was 5 am in the morning when Auntie Rabbit gave me a call
You were in ICU
barely breathing
not doing well at all
I packed my bag immediately and left on the 7th
holding in my tears the whole way through
until I got to see you
and held your hand
You left us on the 9th month of that year
Everyone was shocked and sad to lose you
but could only remember the wonderful person that you were
and vow to never forget you
Awwww @msrabbit – I am so very sorry for your loss. Both my parents are gone and I still miss them every day. He will always be with you.
Sending you many big hugs….
Thank you. I guess we’ll always miss them. 🙂
I am okay. My dad passed away more than 10 years ago. It was hard the first couple years, but I’ve come to accept it.
Oh! This is wonderful (or should I say “0, this is 1-derful?” too much?). Let me gush about this because I enjoyed it on a couple levels. First off, the story and feeling behind it are so poignant. I felt your love for your dad so clearly. I am so sorry you lost him <3 <3 <3
I love that you're conveying all this with so many small details…a family waiting for a child, the resemblance to the family, an aunt giving the call, the hours, the weight (the numbers). You're building up to a momentous event with these tiny details, and I was struck with how that's a metaphor for life itself.
Then of course there are the numbers in this odd (heh love that btw). Is there a word like "pun" but for numbers? And how did you decide on this approach? were numbers meaningful to your dad? Anyway, I love this aspect of it. I love that this is a story of subtraction, but also there is a lot of addition going on. I also like, whether or not it was intentional, that you end with the 0 in 2020. In contrast to the other numbers: an even number. I went back and forth whether to read it as "zero = nothing" or as "zero = a circle, whole" and then decided it could be both at the same time… I sound like I'm pontificating, don't it? I'm sorry. I'm always too much on accident. But I just keep re-reading this, and I can't stop admiring it!
(also this definitely should not be your one and only attempt at poetry, fake or otherwise. this is great stuff.)
I think you’re giving me too much credit (heh). I am really just a fake poet (probably a bad one at that).
I started with the title. “Odd” is a word play on “Ode”. I was too ashamed to called this an ode. Then I listed the odd numbers and somehow it magically works with my narrative. Beginner’s luck? So, the number 11 is the only intentional odd number here. 2020 was just because this is the year. I guess I should have written this in 2021, it will work better. 🤭
Thank you for giving me so much thoughts! I feel so undeserving. 😊
@anothernicole is right. this is an ingenious poem. The balance is just right. I like that you have all odd numbers except for 2020. Like you’ve accepted it and have moved onto a new part of your life without him—oh crap, I’m crying at my own analysis.
girl if this is your beginner’s luck….. <3 however it came to happen, whatever your intentions originally were, the final product is solid gold. and i think @ally-le 's analysis of the 2020 ending is perfect. too sweet.
ps. my favorite dad joke is:
"yesterday my daughter had the audacity to call me odd. so, of course, i replied: ugh, NOT EVEN." -dad
Very nicely put. I know what it feels like to lose a parent, and it can take many years to normalise their absence. It’s lovely to keep him alive through pieces like this.
This feels so very much like a dad poem (if that makes any sense 😅) It’s fun with title and number theme and full of love. Thank you so much for sharing!
How could anyone say no to that face? 😄 Him and his Doraemon helmet is the cutest thing. ☺ And that friend of his sure has a weird way to show affection. Then again, all his best friends are crazy.
FL, your ❄icy❄ demeanors just don’t stand a chance. 🎵Let it go~~ Let it go~~🎶
LOL at his attempt to get her house key out of her shirt’s front pocket. Her mother though… what a horrible woman!
Quote of the episode:
Life is like a game, in which we keep trying non-stop to pass through the different levels.
But when we think we are doing so well, there’s always an incident that causes us to get stuck at that level.
Aww.. look at that smile. Myung Joo, you and this team have come a long way.
LOL at Kim Pro and Mi Ran. Poor love birds could not find a safe place to date. Now that the (not) secret is out, I hope they can freely date as much as they want.
When watching Yongjiu Grocery Store, I thought of you, grandpa. Even though you left us a long long time ago, the memory of you is still very much with me.
My favorite pass time was to wake you up from your afternoon nap before dinner. I would pile up blankets and pillows around you, and you would wake up because it’d be too hot. You would tickle me to death to “punish” me.
I love everythng about you except your cigarette smell. Because of your love for music, I came to love music too and I still prefer songs from the 70-80s till this day.
Thanks to you I grew up pampered, privileged and loved. You always gave me half of an apple to eat when the rest of the family had to share the other half. You threw me a big birthday party every year which became the subject of envy for the other kids in our neighborhood. You made sure I had a custom-made new dress for every New Year.
When the cruel kids called me names, I didn’t take it to heart, because I knew I am precious. When they mocked and laughed at my country-bumpkin accent, I thought, you guys would not be laughing right now if MY grandpa is here. You always took my side no matter what.
Though you might not be the best husband or the best father, you are the best grandpa a little girl could ever have.
It seems you had a very great grandpa! I didn’t spend so much time with my own, but nonetheless I can’t help but miss him every single day. Grandpas make you feel so loved!
Aww… This made me remember my grandpa. He was the quietest man I’ve ever known. But exactly because of that, his content little smile whenever we came to visit him felt so precious. I miss him.
Kyaaaa~~~ I hope subs come out fast. I’m so excited. I saw gifs and clips on twitter, I don’t understand what they were saying, but RH and KNG were so cute.
Kids can be cruel sometimes. That little girl is just about the cutest thing. 🥰 And her “Dad?” just killed me. 😢
I am liking the reversal that the FL is the cold prickly one. His attempts to melt her are cute, but it’s not getting through just yet. Keep trying, Junlong! I am rooting for you.
Life is short. If you can do one thing well in your life, that is work.
The best part about YJGS is that the people are all very ordinary people. Even in slice of life dramas, the main characters end up being heroic in some sense but not here. Xiaojun is probably the best candy I’ve seen but she isn’t really a candy, she is just a very ordinary person with lots of wounds. It was heartwarming to see her grow.
I like her. She’s not prickly just because or because that is her personality, but rather it is a product of lifetime racism and loneliness. Makes me feel for her every time she was being prickly. 🥺
I don’t have an obsession. I just like the fact that all the ending numbers are ‘8’.
Even though this happened yesterday, I am posting it today. No, I am not L8. I just really really like that the numbers are even. It’s all about the connection, you see.
Did you know that I was once “accused” of ordering the wrong quantity for something, and I knew immediately it wasn’t me? I would NEVER EVER (!) ordered anything in odd number, that’s why! No, it’s not an obsession, I tell ya.
I confessed. I went and “Follow” a bunch of you and commented yesterday just to make up the numbers. But hey, I am not obsessed!
Finally have time to start Yongjiu Grocery Store, though only have time for Episode 1 and a little of 2. Multi-generational storyline always gets to me. I am liking it so far.
Junlong deciding to follow his heart and regret it the next morning, him being happy to see his childhood friend and dread it at the same time, feel all too familiar. lol.
Btw, young lady, if you plan to elope with two very big suitcases, why didn’t you fill it with more valuables other than your mother’s necklace?
I don\’t remember when I first met you. You are just always there and you\’ve always been present in my life as long as I can remember. Your presence is as normal as breathing to me. Sometimes I don\’t even realize I am doing it. But if I stop, I felt it right away.
I can\’t even count the countless time I\’ve spent staring at you, just to capture that perfect moment. 😍
You\’ve made me laugh, sometimes incredulously. 😂 You\’ve made me cry, and I mean… the loud ugly sobbing cries. 😭
We have our disagreements sometimes. You\’ve made me want to throw books at you 😡, and you know how precious my books are to me.
If I don\’t see you for one day, I feel uneasy. I will try to clear my schedules, lose hours of my sleep and try to go the extra miles just to see you again. 😩
Why bother? You may ask. I don\’t have the answer to that.
Maybe because I live vicariously through you. Maybe because you make me feels emotions that I would not be feeling otherwise in my mundane life. Or maybe… just because.
To all (H, T, J, K, C and others) dramas in my life.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 14, 2020 at 1:36 PM
I was there when your mom announced her pregnancy. A bunch of us girls went to have some ice cream for celebration. We had so much fun mocking your dad over his choices of names, and we couldn’t wait to call you by one.
I was anxiously waiting at work when the call finally came. You had arrived at last!
I rushed to the hospital to see you after work. And there you were… so tiny, all swaddled up, wrinkly, and perfect. 😍
I signed up for babysitting duty right away, although I had never changed a diaper in my entire life before. But hey, so were your parents. If they could learn to do it, I could too! [Love powered up that optimism, you see 😊]
The first time I was left alone with you (for 45 minutes!), it was very eventful to say the least. Shall we call that the Overflowing Diaper incident? I think “Overflowing” is an understatement. I won’t delve into details, so we don’t gross out the aunties and uncles who happen to read this. But suffice to say, you and I were both in tears. 😭😭😭
I looked forward to my babysitting dates with you. You know all those cheesy things they use in dramas to illustrate people in love? I felt all of those at one point. From the way you looked at me though, I am confident my love was not unrequited!
I had fun feeding you. I had fun playing with you. I had fun seeing you dance. I was a little disappointed that you’re more into balls than books, but I can’t really fight genes, can I?
When you first called me “Auntie Whabbit!” in your cute little voice, I think my heart might have burst with pride. You still call me “Auntie Whabbit” to this day and I love it. When you took your first 10 steps without falling, I was working hard to hold back my tears. Because you know… your parents didn’t cry! I should not embarass them (or rather me) in front of everybody.
You make me feel all the feels. You made me do things I would never have done for anybody else, even myself. Learn the lyrics to nursery rhymes, watch the first 5 minutes of different movies in short period of time, pushing a stroller in a parking lot for 30+ minutes, eating in a restaurant while everyone stared at me because I seemingly had a 2 year old attached to my chest, and many many more. You didn’t remember most of what happened, but we love to laugh and giggle over the silliness of it.
Now, you’re all grown up. Taller than me. A young lady. When you texted me “Happy Birtday, Auntie Whabbit!”, I went “OMG, you have your own cellphone!” 😱 We rarely go on dates anymore. You are embarassed of public display of affection, so we can only enjoy a secret rendezvous with hugs once in a while.
I wonder what your future holds. I wonder what your future boyfriend would look like. I wonder if I’d get to see your wedding and your little one(s).
To the apple of my eyes, the 💙 of my life
Please grow up well and be healthy
that’s all I ever wish for.
Love Auntie Whabbit,
February 14, 2020
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 14, 2020 at 1:38 PM
And that’s it! My last post for Love, February. 🙂
Thank you all for your wonderful posts. Happy Valentine, beanies!
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Ally
February 14, 2020 at 1:57 PM
And now I know where your nickname comes from!
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 14, 2020 at 2:19 PM
Oh, that’s not my real nickname. 🤭 But she did call me by that slight variation to my real name.
Karmen ~ 🍜🏢🎭 ~ 📚☔🦋 ~ 🪂🌱💘 ~ ✨🍊💫 ~
February 14, 2020 at 2:37 PM
How sweet!
KdramaAhjumma
February 14, 2020 at 3:54 PM
What a wonderful post to end your Love, February. I have truly enjoy reading all your stories, your poems. They are absolutely a delight, just like you.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 14, 2020 at 4:12 PM
Aww.. thank you for reading! You are a delightful bean as well. 🤗
another woodalchi nicole recruit
February 17, 2020 at 6:41 AM
LOVE!!!
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 13, 2020 at 10:56 PM
#YJGS ep.6
Confession is the theme this episode.
Awww.. poor buddy. That’s okay. Main ship is sailing.
His dedication is admirable. I would be touched too, if I were Fengyu. You deserves happiness!
LOL. Junlong almost-going-to-confess sessions were gold. And his dramatic dash through the storm, blaming mosquitos had me in stiches… 🤣🤣🤣🤣 You’ll get all the 🙂 stickers from me!
And ladies and gents, we have a towel scene without screaming. 🥂
Kudo Ran
February 14, 2020 at 9:20 AM
I LOVED that ep <3 x) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!…!!!!!!!!!!!
I laughed so much watching it hahaha !
That was what I was talking about when commenting on your previous post , this was the ep to look forward. Happy to see that you enjoyed it a lot 🙂
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 14, 2020 at 10:39 AM
It’s the best episode so far. Young grandpa’s acceptance of the girl was great to see, even though I was a bit sad for him for having to do that.
Buddy Ling Jian and his I-am-sad-I-am-not-the-one-but-I-only-wish-for-your-happiness made me teary. It was Junlong that put me to tears. 🤣🤣🤣🤣
Yes, I enjoyed this episode a lot! 😀
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 13, 2020 at 11:18 AM
Prologue
Every year around this time, I think of you.
I had a chance to visit the old school recently. It brought back so much memories. It made me think of you even more.
Where do you live? How are you doing? How is your family?
Do you still remember me?
Fourth Grade
Then, it was my first day in a new school. I had just moved from the countryside to the capital city. Excited. Scared. Unsure. Alone. Frankly, I don’t remember much about that day, just that I felt relieved when it’s over. I was walking home by myself. Then I heard someone calling out to me. “Hey, aren’t we in the same class?” As it turned out, we were. And we happened to live in the same neighborhood too. We walked the same path to go home. You were a bouncy chatterbox. I mostly just listened. To be honest, you were a little annoying. You were like that little stubborn mosquito buzzing in my ear and just wouldn’t go away. We walked home together almost every day since.
Then one day, you showed up at my door. You wanted to do homework together after school. I didn’t see the reason why, but sure, why not? I confessed, I secretly enjoyed that I am slightly better in Math. So that’s how our friendship started and developed.
Fifth Grade
Then came that shocking day, my family knows yours! We all used to live in that little small town in the countryside. So when my grandma and my aunts came to visit, the entourage made a stop at your house. Frankly, that was the first time I’d ever stepped inside your house. I remembered thinking, why haven’t we do homework together at your house? Why is it always at my house? Being typical me though, I forgot all about it by the time we left.
Then it came the time, we’re now at that age. We got teased when we were seen together.
“Get a room, you two.”
“Are you dating?”
“Boyfriend~~ and girlfriend~~~” 🎶
It never bothered you as much as it bothered me. I wanted to keep a distance from you. I did have other friends I could hang out with at school. However, I didn’t know how. Plus, I came to like talking to you. I enjoyed our arguments and debates while solving math problems. Time passed by unnoticed when I was with you.
Sixth Grade
Then it happened. It was drizzling. You were walking ahead of me in a rush. I saw you and tried to keep up. Panting, I called out to you and you turned around. Suddenly, my heart did this strange thing. It started to pound. Really hard. Honestly, I thought I was dying. My face was burning. There’s suddenly this backlit light shining on you. You must have noticed it too, because you asked me what’s wrong. As a longtime drama watcher, I knew there’s nothing wrong. I was struck by love, that’s all.
Then after that day, I didn’t know how to act around you. Sometimes, things got awkward. I wondered if you’re just acting like nothing was wrong with me. I wondered if you feel the same way too. However, nothing had changed between you and I. We talked, we laughed, and we did homework together.
Then came Graduation day. You told me you are moving away to a different middle school and from the neighborhood. You were super excited about it. I congratulated you, gave you a smile and said “Keep in touch!” We’ve never seen each other again since.
Epilogue
Whenever it is time to celebrate that heart fluttering thingy, I think of you.
It’s funny how my heart never does that strange thing anymore. Perhaps, I’ve gotten a lot better at guarding it now than I was then. Even after (Or IF) I find a Mr. R in the future, I think I will continue to think of you around this time of the year.
I’ve never told anyone about any of this. It’s a well kept little secret and it will always be.
Once in a while, my aunt would ask, “Whatever happened to that boy who used to come to your house all the time?” I would smile and shrug. In my heart though, I would think of you. Fondly.
친구 야, 잘지내어?
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 13, 2020 at 11:18 AM
@katakwasabi @leetennant @ally-le @snarkyjellyfish @bebeswtz @msrabbit @kat23 @hebang @ndlessjoie @yuyuu @lugirl131415 @tspmasala @willow @moomoomoondog @carmen @hotcocoagirl @mindy @gadis @coffeprince4eva @suriyana-shah @pinklolipop @sicarius @egads @kimbapnoona @justme @greenfields @wishfultoki @raonah @moana @anothernicole @khalessymd @oppafangirl @bammsie @natzillagorilla @acacia @sweetiepie54 @waterhyacinth @isthatacorner @fatcat007 @tsutsuloo @maybemaknae @rukia @pineapplegongzhu @eazal @babybeast @thetinyl @yyishere @stpauligurl @ayaan @outofthisworld @mayhemf
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 13, 2020 at 4:11 PM
Love, February
* I was too immersed in writing this story that I forgot the most important tag! Better late than never.
Mel
February 13, 2020 at 4:27 PM
How can this be, that Love, February is capturing me more than any other show?
This is such a well written post. Thank you so much for sharing it to us! My heart broke at the end of 6th grade but life is long who knows, maybe the story just began?
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 13, 2020 at 5:38 PM
Thank you for reading. 🙂
another woodalchi nicole recruit
February 13, 2020 at 11:35 AM
ok, so i’ve genuinely loved all the LF posts this year—there have been so so so many gems—but this stands out as one of my most absolute favorites. all the goosebumps. all the feels. also it sounds like the background of a solid kdrama, so:
*looks around the room* should we…do we…try to find this guy…see what’s up these days?
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 13, 2020 at 11:54 AM
Haha. I dunno… some things are better kept in memory. I am not sure how I’d react if he’s … you know… changed. lol.
another woodalchi nicole recruit
February 13, 2020 at 12:06 PM
ha! yes i know what you mean. some memories are better left as such <3
wapz
February 13, 2020 at 12:01 PM
I wanted to say that to Ms. Rabbit as well. Social media has made connection (at least online) easy. Try searching that name!
another woodalchi nicole recruit
February 13, 2020 at 12:11 PM
or let someone you trust search for it and see if it’s something worth looking more into. they can vet it for you. like maybe he’s married or a deadbeat, and then you want to know as little as possible.
but maybe he’s single and has a heart of gold and just inherited a fortune from a man whom he knew only as Mr. [Name], an ailing elderly gentleman he met at the park and began playing chess with each Wednesday, a gentleman who turned out to be his paternal grandfather in disguise, trying to find a worthy heir to leave his money to. I mean, we don’t know.
another woodalchi nicole recruit
February 13, 2020 at 12:12 PM
sorry…am i too much? i’m too much. i was just being silly.
love to you <3 <3 <3
spicykimchi
February 13, 2020 at 12:23 PM
I love this so much
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 13, 2020 at 1:44 PM
😂😂 You guys made me laugh. Thanks for that.
I knew his family. Really doubt the secret paternal grandpa plot. 😄
And I did try searching his name, nothing came up. I didn’t want to join social network just to get a glimpse. I think that’ll only bring in glimpses of people I don’t want to know. I asked around a couple old classmates, but no one heard anything. It’s elementary school, no one kept in touch for that long.
another woodalchi nicole recruit
February 14, 2020 at 6:21 AM
@msrabbit <3 <3 <3
spicykimchi
February 13, 2020 at 12:15 PM
I was thinking along the same lines as you! I’m sure collectively we can locate the person. But as Ms. Rabbit said, maybe some memories are best left as such.
another woodalchi nicole recruit
February 13, 2020 at 12:16 PM
yes <3
Eazal
February 13, 2020 at 11:37 AM
Oh, that first time your heart skips a beat.
I also remember it.
I also haven’t seen him since I was 12.
Rukia wants melona
February 13, 2020 at 11:42 AM
So sweet.
Here’s a bouquet for you:
💐
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 13, 2020 at 11:53 AM
Thank you! 🤗 [smells the flowers]
stpauligurl
February 13, 2020 at 1:40 PM
Perfect – just perfect…. and I agree with @anothernicole that this ranks right up there with some of the best.
But Ms Rabbit – some memories are better that way – as memories…
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 13, 2020 at 2:02 PM
Hehe. Agree. It’ll only good when it remains memories. 🙂
Ally
February 13, 2020 at 2:36 PM
I had a boy like this in the 3rd grade. And now, I’m his doctor—walked back into my life 3 years ago. I still knew his name, and I can’t lie, my heart flipped when I saw him on my patient schedule (he has a very unique name). Now, I see his whole family—still as sweet as ever. You never know, he’s probably just as wonderful as you remember.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 13, 2020 at 2:52 PM
Yea. I totally lost touch with him. I asked around, but couldn’t get anything on him. Oh well. I am sure he’s living well somewhere. 🙂
rue
February 13, 2020 at 3:07 PM
So lovely and sweet 🥰
Ooof, my heart broke a little though.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 13, 2020 at 3:11 PM
Yea. It’s too bad we parted before the time of emails and text messages. 🙂
FlyingTool
February 13, 2020 at 5:01 PM
Such precious memories! Thank you for sharing them with us.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 13, 2020 at 12:20 AM
#YJGS ep.5
Grandpa is back! Yessss! Grandpa’s love story is sad though.
Junlong and Xiaojun is a different story. How could this ship possibly fail when the entire village is the shipper? LOL.
Quote of the episode:
wapz
February 13, 2020 at 2:25 AM
Grandpa’s story though, is the story of so many people who sacrificed their love so that their love can live a better life. Realistically painful. The stories in this show are so real that it seems like they’re happening around me or have happened to people I know.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 13, 2020 at 7:50 AM
Agree. Especially in those time and generation. I have a relative who was in this situation as well. It’s sad. 😢
Kudo Ran
February 13, 2020 at 10:05 AM
Grandpa’s love story is sad and tough but unfortunately happened often back in time. Seeing the flashbacks from several parts of his love, seeing how he lived through them and seeing the grandpa he is in present day, at the end of this serie I just had the best respect for this man.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 12, 2020 at 10:24 PM
#YJGS ep.4
Wait…this young man grew up to be the grandpa in the wheelchair??? [jaw drop] What happened there? 😅
I am liking the development of the main romance. She’s dropping by on her own and even got him dinner! 😁
Kudo Ran
February 13, 2020 at 10:07 AM
I was shocked too ^^’
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 13, 2020 at 11:21 AM
😂😂
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 12, 2020 at 11:50 AM
I have something in mind already for LF Thursday and Friday, but I can’t think of anything for today. I want it to be something fun though. So yea… with your encouragements, here I go again with an attempt at fake poetry with added challenge to make it rhymes. Never say ‘never’, guys….
WARNING: Read at your own risk.
DISCLAIMER: Author is not responsible for your cringes, eye-rolls and/or spitting of hot beverage.
Love (Even Me),
February 12, 2020
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 12, 2020 at 11:50 AM
@katakwasabi @leetennant @ally-le @snarkyjellyfish @bebeswtz @msrabbit @kat23 @hebang @ndlessjoie @yuyuu @lugirl131415 @tspmasala @willow @moomoomoondog @carmen @hotcocoagirl @mindy @gadis @coffeprince4eva @suriyana-shah @pinklolipop @sicarius @egads @kimbapnoona @justme @greenfields @wishfultoki @raonah @moana @anothernicole @khalessymd @oppafangirl @bammsie @natzillagorilla @acacia @sweetiepie54 @waterhyacinth @isthatacorner @fatcat007 @tsutsuloo @maybemaknae @rukia @pineapplegongzhu @eazal @babybeast @thetinyl @yyishere @stpauligurl @ayaan @outofthisworld @mayhemf
FlyingTool
February 12, 2020 at 11:58 AM
Fun little poem! I have to admit I was glad not to be drinking my coffee at “…ingested C4”.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 12, 2020 at 1:10 PM
I thought you might like this line. I thought of you when I wrote it. 🙂
FlyingTool
February 12, 2020 at 4:38 PM
Ah, from our vagabond days!
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 12, 2020 at 5:15 PM
Yup! The first time I heard of C4, btw. 😀
FlyingTool
February 12, 2020 at 12:08 PM
And Sinatra singing My Way is always good.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 12, 2020 at 1:11 PM
I admit I snickered at 🎶… I took the blow… 🎵 🤭
Ayan
February 12, 2020 at 11:57 AM
I like this poem Rabbit! Keep posting them, it made me smile 🙂
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 12, 2020 at 1:12 PM
Hehe. Not sure if I’ll get the inspiration for another one, but I’ll tag you when I do!
another woodalchi nicole recruit
February 12, 2020 at 11:57 AM
yaaassssssssssssss! *wild applause* i cannot stop smiling. love love love
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 12, 2020 at 1:12 PM
😘
stpauligurl
February 12, 2020 at 12:31 PM
Yesssss!!!! This is so much fun!!! Keep writing and posting….
sigh, what are we going to do when February ends?
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 12, 2020 at 1:13 PM
Uh… I think it ends in 2 days?
You can always keep posting. I will read it! 🙂
stpauligurl
February 12, 2020 at 4:09 PM
Oh this ends on the 14th?
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 12, 2020 at 4:29 PM
Yes, I think so.
rue
February 12, 2020 at 12:44 PM
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rue
February 12, 2020 at 1:10 PM
Lol, I should have listened and put it down 😂😂. Thanx for the laugh. I love it!
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 12, 2020 at 1:14 PM
You’re welcome! Sorry about your beverage.. 😂
💜🍍☠ Sicarius The Queen of Melonia ☠🍍💜
February 12, 2020 at 1:34 PM
hehehehe second to last verse is brilliant and my favourite 😛
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 12, 2020 at 2:28 PM
I would think so too if it didn’t break pattern. But then again, in the spirit of positive thinking, that’s what make it special. 😉
gadis
February 12, 2020 at 2:45 PM
Pfft… I laughed out loud at that.
Ms. Rabbit, this is brilliant. Keep it coming.
korfan
February 13, 2020 at 3:31 AM
Frankie!
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 13, 2020 at 7:53 AM
Lol. I had to think for a second here. Never called him that. 😁
korfan
February 13, 2020 at 11:03 PM
🙂
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 11, 2020 at 10:27 PM
RDTK 2 ep. 12
Dr. Cha, that’s the mother who you love so much that you’re willing to endure trauma to be in the OR?? Tsk.
mugyuljoie is preciousss
February 12, 2020 at 12:47 AM
She was obnoxious.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 12, 2020 at 9:00 AM
Right? I don’t see why she would even care enough to drug herself? 🤷♀️
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 11, 2020 at 8:55 PM
#DiaryOfAProsecutor16 (Final)
Like a slice-of-life drama that it is, it ended without much flairs. Life goes on. For them, and for us.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 11, 2020 at 12:15 PM
My one and only attempt at being a Fake Poet
(see what y\’all did to me?)
An Odd to My Father
by Ms. Rabbit
I am your 1st child
the apple of your eyes
an epitome of daddy\’s girl
the child everyone in the family was waiting for
Your grandson was barely 3 months old when you fell sick
He was a cute little baby
who looks nothing like our family
except for the fact that he is a tad too heavy
It was 5 am in the morning when Auntie Rabbit gave me a call
You were in ICU
barely breathing
not doing well at all
I packed my bag immediately and left on the 7th
holding in my tears the whole way through
until I got to see you
and held your hand
You left us on the 9th month of that year
Everyone was shocked and sad to lose you
but could only remember the wonderful person that you were
and vow to never forget you
Love you still,
February 11, 2020
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 11, 2020 at 12:15 PM
@katakwasabi @leetennant @ally-le @snarkyjellyfish @bebeswtz @msrabbit @kat23 @hebang @ndlessjoie @yuyuu @lugirl131415 @tspmasala @willow @moomoomoondog @carmen @hotcocoagirl @mindy @gadis @coffeprince4eva @suriyana-shah @pinklolipop @sicarius @egads @kimbapnoona @justme @greenfields @wishfultoki @raonah @moana @anothernicole @khalessymd @oppafangirl @bammsie @natzillagorilla @acacia @sweetiepie54 @waterhyacinth @isthatacorner @fatcat007 @tsutsuloo @maybemaknae @rukia @pineapplegongzhu @eazal @babybeast @thetinyl @yyishere @stpauligurl @ayaan @outofthisworld @mayhemf
stpauligurl
February 11, 2020 at 12:30 PM
Awwww @msrabbit – I am so very sorry for your loss. Both my parents are gone and I still miss them every day. He will always be with you.
Sending you many big hugs….
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 11, 2020 at 1:17 PM
Thank you. I guess we’ll always miss them. 🙂
I am okay. My dad passed away more than 10 years ago. It was hard the first couple years, but I’ve come to accept it.
Eazal
February 11, 2020 at 12:32 PM
Thanks for sharing, this is so beautiful.
You’ve brought tears to my eyes.
I know the feeling.
Sending you hugs.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 11, 2020 at 1:18 PM
Thank you! [Hugs back]
another woodalchi nicole recruit
February 11, 2020 at 12:35 PM
Oh! This is wonderful (or should I say “0, this is 1-derful?” too much?). Let me gush about this because I enjoyed it on a couple levels. First off, the story and feeling behind it are so poignant. I felt your love for your dad so clearly. I am so sorry you lost him <3 <3 <3
I love that you're conveying all this with so many small details…a family waiting for a child, the resemblance to the family, an aunt giving the call, the hours, the weight (the numbers). You're building up to a momentous event with these tiny details, and I was struck with how that's a metaphor for life itself.
Then of course there are the numbers in this odd (heh love that btw). Is there a word like "pun" but for numbers? And how did you decide on this approach? were numbers meaningful to your dad? Anyway, I love this aspect of it. I love that this is a story of subtraction, but also there is a lot of addition going on. I also like, whether or not it was intentional, that you end with the 0 in 2020. In contrast to the other numbers: an even number. I went back and forth whether to read it as "zero = nothing" or as "zero = a circle, whole" and then decided it could be both at the same time… I sound like I'm pontificating, don't it? I'm sorry. I'm always too much on accident. But I just keep re-reading this, and I can't stop admiring it!
(also this definitely should not be your one and only attempt at poetry, fake or otherwise. this is great stuff.)
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 11, 2020 at 1:24 PM
I think you’re giving me too much credit (heh). I am really just a fake poet (probably a bad one at that).
I started with the title. “Odd” is a word play on “Ode”. I was too ashamed to called this an ode. Then I listed the odd numbers and somehow it magically works with my narrative. Beginner’s luck? So, the number 11 is the only intentional odd number here. 2020 was just because this is the year. I guess I should have written this in 2021, it will work better. 🤭
Thank you for giving me so much thoughts! I feel so undeserving. 😊
Ally
February 11, 2020 at 2:25 PM
@anothernicole is right. this is an ingenious poem. The balance is just right. I like that you have all odd numbers except for 2020. Like you’ve accepted it and have moved onto a new part of your life without him—oh crap, I’m crying at my own analysis.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 11, 2020 at 2:36 PM
Aww… 😥
another woodalchi nicole recruit
February 12, 2020 at 6:35 AM
girl if this is your beginner’s luck….. <3 however it came to happen, whatever your intentions originally were, the final product is solid gold. and i think @ally-le 's analysis of the 2020 ending is perfect. too sweet.
ps. my favorite dad joke is:
"yesterday my daughter had the audacity to call me odd. so, of course, i replied: ugh, NOT EVEN." -dad
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 12, 2020 at 9:26 AM
😘 Thanks for the joke. My kinda of humor. 😁
Bebe | Nessa❣️
February 11, 2020 at 12:38 PM
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 11, 2020 at 1:18 PM
Thank you! 😘
rue
February 11, 2020 at 1:04 PM
**Big hug coming your way** ❤
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 11, 2020 at 1:19 PM
Thank you! [Big hug for you too!] 🤗
Rumi~
February 11, 2020 at 7:36 PM
To more odds & ends & even better days.
.
.
.
I’m sure you’re still his favourite. That kind of love doesn’t fade. He’ll live on in your memories.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 11, 2020 at 7:54 PM
😘❤
another woodalchi nicole recruit
February 12, 2020 at 6:36 AM
“odds and ends”
*wild applause*
Rumi~
February 14, 2020 at 1:14 PM
*takes a bow*
pickleddragon
February 11, 2020 at 7:55 PM
Very nicely put. I know what it feels like to lose a parent, and it can take many years to normalise their absence. It’s lovely to keep him alive through pieces like this.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 11, 2020 at 8:03 PM
Thank you. It’s amazing how much memory of love ones we can hold in our brain and heart. 🙂
Ayan
February 12, 2020 at 5:50 AM
This was lovely to read, thank you for sharing your story. Sending hugs
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 12, 2020 at 9:24 AM
Thank you for reading. ☺
Cori
February 12, 2020 at 7:48 AM
This feels so very much like a dad poem (if that makes any sense 😅) It’s fun with title and number theme and full of love. Thank you so much for sharing!
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 12, 2020 at 9:25 AM
Haha. Yes, now that you mentioned it, I see it! But that’s probably just my dominant right brain talking. 😋
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 10, 2020 at 11:37 PM
#YJGS ep.3
How could anyone say no to that face? 😄 Him and his Doraemon helmet is the cutest thing. ☺ And that friend of his sure has a weird way to show affection. Then again, all his best friends are crazy.
FL, your ❄icy❄ demeanors just don’t stand a chance. 🎵Let it go~~ Let it go~~🎶
LOL at his attempt to get her house key out of her shirt’s front pocket. Her mother though… what a horrible woman!
Quote of the episode:
Kudo Ran
February 11, 2020 at 10:13 AM
everytime I saw his helmet, I melted , it’s so cute 🙂
his friend is a bit weird but he’s a nice one 🙂
the scenes with him and the girl were so funny, some high quality content will come to you , enjoy 😀
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 11, 2020 at 3:06 PM
Ooo… can’t wait to watch the next episode tonight!
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 10, 2020 at 11:31 PM
#DiaryOfAProsecutor15
Aww.. look at that smile. Myung Joo, you and this team have come a long way.
LOL at Kim Pro and Mi Ran. Poor love birds could not find a safe place to date. Now that the (not) secret is out, I hope they can freely date as much as they want.
Eazal
February 11, 2020 at 2:26 PM
I loved this ep.
Only one to the end.
I’m already missing it.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 11, 2020 at 2:35 PM
Me too. My only complaint is that no sight of Chief Kim in this episode, but did enjoy the lessen screen time of evil new boss.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 10, 2020 at 11:30 PM
RDTK 2 ep. 11
That’s right, Kim Sabu. There’s someone I have in mind who shall die first.
And where is my Do In Bum cameo? Don’t tell me that glimpse of him is all we got!
Eazal
February 11, 2020 at 9:43 AM
No way (to Kim Sabu dying or not a Do In Bum full face on screen cameo).
No way.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 11, 2020 at 10:02 AM
fingers crossed.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 10, 2020 at 9:24 PM
When watching Yongjiu Grocery Store, I thought of you, grandpa. Even though you left us a long long time ago, the memory of you is still very much with me.
My favorite pass time was to wake you up from your afternoon nap before dinner. I would pile up blankets and pillows around you, and you would wake up because it’d be too hot. You would tickle me to death to “punish” me.
I love everythng about you except your cigarette smell. Because of your love for music, I came to love music too and I still prefer songs from the 70-80s till this day.
Thanks to you I grew up pampered, privileged and loved. You always gave me half of an apple to eat when the rest of the family had to share the other half. You threw me a big birthday party every year which became the subject of envy for the other kids in our neighborhood. You made sure I had a custom-made new dress for every New Year.
When the cruel kids called me names, I didn’t take it to heart, because I knew I am precious. When they mocked and laughed at my country-bumpkin accent, I thought, you guys would not be laughing right now if MY grandpa is here. You always took my side no matter what.
Though you might not be the best husband or the best father, you are the best grandpa a little girl could ever have.
I love you
and I miss you.
Today, I think of you.
Love, your little Rabbit
in February
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 10, 2020 at 9:25 PM
@katakwasabi @leetennant @ally-le @snarkyjellyfish @bebeswtz @msrabbit @kat23 @hebang @ndlessjoie @yuyuu @lugirl131415 @tspmasala @willow @moomoomoondog @carmen @hotcocoagirl @mindy @gadis @coffeprince4eva @suriyana-shah @pinklolipop @sicarius @egads @kimbapnoona @justme @greenfields @wishfultoki @raonah @moana @anothernicole @khalessymd @oppafangirl @bammsie @natzillagorilla @acacia @sweetiepie54 @waterhyacinth @isthatacorner @fatcat007 @tsutsuloo @maybemaknae @rukia @pineapplegongzhu @eazal @babybeast @thetinyl @yyishere @stpauligurl @ayaan @outofthisworld @mayhemf
Karmen ~ 🍜🏢🎭 ~ 📚☔🦋 ~ 🪂🌱💘 ~ ✨🍊💫 ~
February 11, 2020 at 3:35 AM
It seems you had a very great grandpa! I didn’t spend so much time with my own, but nonetheless I can’t help but miss him every single day. Grandpas make you feel so loved!
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 11, 2020 at 3:54 AM
Yes, they do! ❤ grandpas. 🙂
YY Chats with Toast Between Bites
February 10, 2020 at 9:32 PM
Aw. Grandpa sounds lovely.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 10, 2020 at 10:37 PM
He is. 🥰
azzo
February 10, 2020 at 9:38 PM
This is so sweet, Rabbit ❤️
Three things I remember the most about my grandpa: his eyebrows, his Oud and his cigarette smell!
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 10, 2020 at 10:37 PM
Ah… men and their cigarettes. Inseparable.
Bebe | Nessa❣️
February 10, 2020 at 9:56 PM
Awwww sweet, sweet grandpa
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 10, 2020 at 10:38 PM
🥰
Eazal
February 10, 2020 at 10:12 PM
I know the felling!
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 10, 2020 at 10:38 PM
High five!
gadis
February 10, 2020 at 10:57 PM
Aww… This made me remember my grandpa. He was the quietest man I’ve ever known. But exactly because of that, his content little smile whenever we came to visit him felt so precious. I miss him.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 10, 2020 at 11:28 PM
Aww… my grandpa wasn’t quiet. But then again, nobody is in that little town. 🤭
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 9, 2020 at 2:23 PM
@ndlessjoie Oppa is here! 😍 @katakwasabi, HRH is the cutest dongseng! 😁
Korean has the strangest abbreviations ever. OT = OrienTation.
#MasterInTheHouse ep.106
Kairoskat 💐
February 9, 2020 at 3:04 PM
Kyaaaa~~~ I hope subs come out fast. I’m so excited. I saw gifs and clips on twitter, I don’t understand what they were saying, but RH and KNG were so cute.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 9, 2020 at 6:41 PM
Hope so. HRH at his cutest! Oppa was touched. 🤭
mugyuljoie is preciousss
February 9, 2020 at 11:16 PM
Yay!!!
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 9, 2020 at 10:28 AM
Love, February.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 9, 2020 at 10:30 AM
@katakwasabi @leetennant @ally-le @snarkyjellyfish @bebeswtz @msrabbit @kat23 @hebang @ndlessjoie @yuyuu @lugirl131415 @tspmasala @willow @moomoomoondog @carmen @hotcocoagirl @mindy @gadis @coffeprince4eva @suriyana-shah @pinklolipop @sicarius @egads @kimbapnoona @justme @greenfields @wishfultoki @raonah @moana @anothernicole @khalessymd @oppafangirl @bammsie @natzillagorilla @acacia @sweetiepie54 @waterhyacinth @isthatacorner @fatcat007 @tsutsuloo @maybemaknae @rukia @pineapplegongzhu @eazal @babybeast @thetinyl @yyishere @stpauligurl @ayaan @outofthisworld @mayhemf
Rumi~
February 9, 2020 at 4:33 PM
To normal days 💚
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 9, 2020 at 6:39 PM
✋🥂
another woodalchi nicole recruit
February 10, 2020 at 7:17 AM
yes. i loved seeing this. thank you for this precious reminder <3
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 10, 2020 at 2:23 PM
You’re welcome. Even though I have this pinned to my wall, I need to be reminded as well. 🙂
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 8, 2020 at 10:43 PM
#YJGS ep.2
Kids can be cruel sometimes. That little girl is just about the cutest thing. 🥰 And her “Dad?” just killed me. 😢
I am liking the reversal that the FL is the cold prickly one. His attempts to melt her are cute, but it’s not getting through just yet. Keep trying, Junlong! I am rooting for you.
Grandpa indeed is wise.
Bebe | Nessa❣️
February 8, 2020 at 10:52 PM
I like Derek Chang, so this might go onto my “To Watch” list ☺️☺️☺️
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 8, 2020 at 10:58 PM
He is nothing but charming so far. I think this will be worth it. 👍👌
Bebe | Nessa❣️
February 8, 2020 at 11:00 PM
*adding it to “To Watch” list* 😉😉😉
Kudo Ran
February 8, 2020 at 11:30 PM
please do watch it Bebeswtz, it’s such a nice drama <3 (be prepared for tears though, not at every ep, but quite often)
Bebe | Nessa❣️
February 8, 2020 at 11:47 PM
Remind me to tag you when the day comes that I actually get to it 😅😅
Kudo Ran
February 8, 2020 at 11:31 PM
I loved the reversal between FL and ML 🙂 , and grandpa is a wonderful person !
wapz
February 9, 2020 at 12:43 AM
The best part about YJGS is that the people are all very ordinary people. Even in slice of life dramas, the main characters end up being heroic in some sense but not here. Xiaojun is probably the best candy I’ve seen but she isn’t really a candy, she is just a very ordinary person with lots of wounds. It was heartwarming to see her grow.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 9, 2020 at 9:37 AM
I like her. She’s not prickly just because or because that is her personality, but rather it is a product of lifetime racism and loneliness. Makes me feel for her every time she was being prickly. 🥺
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 8, 2020 at 9:02 PM
#NeverTwice ep.whatever
Now, why did it take so long to get to this point?
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 8, 2020 at 11:16 AM
Dear beanies,
I don’t have an obsession. I just like the fact that all the ending numbers are ‘8’.
Even though this happened yesterday, I am posting it today. No, I am not L8. I just really really like that the numbers are even. It’s all about the connection, you see.
Did you know that I was once “accused” of ordering the wrong quantity for something, and I knew immediately it wasn’t me? I would NEVER EVER (!) ordered anything in odd number, that’s why! No, it’s not an obsession, I tell ya.
I confessed. I went and “Follow” a bunch of you and commented yesterday just to make up the numbers. But hey, I am not obsessed!
Look at those 8s. Aren’t they beautiful?
Love,
February 8, 2020
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 8, 2020 at 11:17 AM
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Eazal
February 8, 2020 at 11:27 AM
I love odd numbers.
But even if I don’t like pairs, your 8 are magnificent!!
Cori
February 8, 2020 at 11:37 AM
I think that’s gr8 😉
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 8, 2020 at 11:42 AM
😁😁❤😍🥰
snowy
February 8, 2020 at 11:52 AM
Oohh I’m the 8th like!
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 8, 2020 at 11:54 AM
Oooo….. you’re special! 😁👍🥰
Rumi~
February 8, 2020 at 12:18 PM
Oh that looks so good!
Enjoy those 8s because you’ll be busy running errands for a while.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 8, 2020 at 1:01 PM
Hahaha. Yup. Gotta run!
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 7, 2020 at 11:11 PM
Finally have time to start Yongjiu Grocery Store, though only have time for Episode 1 and a little of 2. Multi-generational storyline always gets to me. I am liking it so far.
Junlong deciding to follow his heart and regret it the next morning, him being happy to see his childhood friend and dread it at the same time, feel all too familiar. lol.
Btw, young lady, if you plan to elope with two very big suitcases, why didn’t you fill it with more valuables other than your mother’s necklace?
Kudo Ran
February 7, 2020 at 11:38 PM
aw~ I loved that drama even with all the tears involved <3
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 7, 2020 at 11:49 PM
Aww… am I going to cry every episode? 🥺
Kudo Ran
February 7, 2020 at 11:53 PM
it depends on your personal experiences , I’m away from home so that ending song got me everytime, and other things too
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 8, 2020 at 8:11 AM
Yup. I am.
wapz
February 8, 2020 at 5:38 AM
*finger hearts* to YJGS and to you for trying it. Love this one, still one of my favorites.
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 12, 2020 at 5:46 PM
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Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 7, 2020 at 12:23 PM
I don\’t remember when I first met you. You are just always there and you\’ve always been present in my life as long as I can remember. Your presence is as normal as breathing to me. Sometimes I don\’t even realize I am doing it. But if I stop, I felt it right away.
I can\’t even count the countless time I\’ve spent staring at you, just to capture that perfect moment. 😍
You\’ve made me laugh, sometimes incredulously. 😂 You\’ve made me cry, and I mean… the loud ugly sobbing cries. 😭
We have our disagreements sometimes. You\’ve made me want to throw books at you 😡, and you know how precious my books are to me.
If I don\’t see you for one day, I feel uneasy. I will try to clear my schedules, lose hours of my sleep and try to go the extra miles just to see you again. 😩
Why bother? You may ask. I don\’t have the answer to that.
Maybe because I live vicariously through you. Maybe because you make me feels emotions that I would not be feeling otherwise in my mundane life. Or maybe… just because.
To all (H, T, J, K, C and others) dramas in my life.
Love 💗,
February
Ms. Rabbit 🐇
February 7, 2020 at 12:24 PM
@katakwasabi @leetennant @ally-le @snarkyjellyfish @bebeswtz @msrabbit @kat23 @hebang @ndlessjoie @yuyuu @lugirl131415 @tspmasala @willow @moomoomoondog @carmen @hotcocoagirl @mindy @gadis @coffeprince4eva @suriyana-shah @pinklolipop @sicarius @egads @kimbapnoona @justme @greenfields @wishfultoki @raonah @moana @anothernicole @khalessymd @oppafangirl @bammsie @natzillagorilla @acacia @sweetiepie54 @waterhyacinth @isthatacorner @fatcat007 @tsutsuloo @maybemaknae @rukia @pineapplegongzhu @eazal @babybeast @thetinyl @yyishere @stpauligurl @ayaan @outofthisworld @mayhemf
Bebe | Nessa❣️
February 7, 2020 at 1:25 PM
It’s a MOOD lol